ack time for some march resolutions
from now on im going to stop being mean to people when im pmsing. its not their fault i feel crappy so why should i make them feel crappy. thats not nice. im not a nice person. i actually feel like a bad friend. so from now on if i feel like saying something mean i shall bite my tongue. better yet ill just be quiet and not talk. and i also think that i talk too much and people get annoyed. i dont think people like talking to me that much anymore. and w/e they need their space like how i need my space. i need to stop being attachey. i kinda stopped talking to some people. but lately ive been talking to butler a lot. but thats ok we've just been talking bout life and other stupid things. not stressful which is because hes just a friend. kinda like arc because i talk to him like that too. arc got his ear pierced and so did ryan. they both look good.
note to self---yesterday was 2 months until my birthday
so my dad asked me to go to my aunts and i said no. and he brought back some chicken and my mom warmed it up for me and i didnt eat it...ugh i still feel like my dad doesnt really care wat she said to me but then again it is his sister so i know hes prolly pulled in between. i know my uncles and aunts have already put stress on him b/c hes the oldest guy and all so im not gonna expect much from him, hes already too stressed.
i need to start studying for capt. i got a book from math so that should be useful. mr. p is actually a good teacher now. im understanding everything.
im glad for lax captain practices b/c i realized im really out of shape. i cant run again today b/c of the snow but ill still do my sit-ups.
i need some juice.
i miss my uncle. i hope hes doing well. no one has been talking bout how hes doing so when my dad comes home im gonna ask him if he knows. i cant wait until i go to florida. i want a hug from karen. and play barbies with her and go swimming...---note to self get a bathing suit--- and see danny and john. and take a million pictures with all of them. and its gonna be like a big sleep over. ahh im so excited *fasts forward to april*
shh we're planning a surprise party for my parents and their 25th wedding anniversary...i hope they like it.
i almost got frost bite today...so cold. need to cuddle...with myself. sounds good.
i love myself..only need myself.
and i dont like mia and her dirty looks...i think im gonna throw mud in her face and then she'll can give GREAT dirty looks. psh to her.
and that ian guy..i dont like him at all. he treats me like shit and i dont even know him. im just being nice by saying hi when he comes to sit with gretchen during lunch and he goes and says something mean. well psh to him why do i spend time talking bout the people that dont matter. if they wanna be mean let them be i really dont care, its not like im friends with them.
ouch that guy got his foot run over TWICE by his WIFE ha that rhymes...but its sad. and it was an accident too.
im gonna go...do something.
note to self---yesterday was 2 months until my birthday
so my dad asked me to go to my aunts and i said no. and he brought back some chicken and my mom warmed it up for me and i didnt eat it...ugh i still feel like my dad doesnt really care wat she said to me but then again it is his sister so i know hes prolly pulled in between. i know my uncles and aunts have already put stress on him b/c hes the oldest guy and all so im not gonna expect much from him, hes already too stressed.
i need to start studying for capt. i got a book from math so that should be useful. mr. p is actually a good teacher now. im understanding everything.
im glad for lax captain practices b/c i realized im really out of shape. i cant run again today b/c of the snow but ill still do my sit-ups.
i need some juice.
i miss my uncle. i hope hes doing well. no one has been talking bout how hes doing so when my dad comes home im gonna ask him if he knows. i cant wait until i go to florida. i want a hug from karen. and play barbies with her and go swimming...---note to self get a bathing suit--- and see danny and john. and take a million pictures with all of them. and its gonna be like a big sleep over. ahh im so excited *fasts forward to april*
shh we're planning a surprise party for my parents and their 25th wedding anniversary...i hope they like it.
i almost got frost bite today...so cold. need to cuddle...with myself. sounds good.
i love myself..only need myself.
and i dont like mia and her dirty looks...i think im gonna throw mud in her face and then she'll can give GREAT dirty looks. psh to her.
and that ian guy..i dont like him at all. he treats me like shit and i dont even know him. im just being nice by saying hi when he comes to sit with gretchen during lunch and he goes and says something mean. well psh to him why do i spend time talking bout the people that dont matter. if they wanna be mean let them be i really dont care, its not like im friends with them.
ouch that guy got his foot run over TWICE by his WIFE ha that rhymes...but its sad. and it was an accident too.
im gonna go...do something.