Recurring Dream
I had a dream, again, that I got let go from my job. This is at least the 3rd or 4th time in recent memory. I'm so stressed about job financial security right now. Yesterday one of the Marketing Managers was promoted to Sr. Manager of another area in the department so her job is now up for grabs. It came up in our staff meeting yesterday and they were talking about accepting resumes and the director turns to me and puts me on blast, asking if I'll be submitting. Uh...what???
I hate that this job (and working for this company) has messed my head up so badly that I have zero self-confidence in what I'd be able to do. *sigh*
Am I being stupid for not at least tossing my hat in the ring for these two open positions in our department (even though I'm pretty sure I'm not qualified for either)? Does it look bad that I'm not even trying?
Wishing my brain would stfu,
Tica
I hate that this job (and working for this company) has messed my head up so badly that I have zero self-confidence in what I'd be able to do. *sigh*
Am I being stupid for not at least tossing my hat in the ring for these two open positions in our department (even though I'm pretty sure I'm not qualified for either)? Does it look bad that I'm not even trying?
Wishing my brain would stfu,
Tica