sux

[tiara_blue]

r and I broke up. and I am depressed and being self destructive in my usual ways, except taht I am really trying to steer clear of suger. I am smoking too much pot...I need to clear my head for awhile. I was thiking about it last night that if I could forgive myself my stupid process it might help me cycle out faster. I think that I may be

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[frankiesapp66]

what? what happened?

[monkeequeen]

Hang in there... And damnit, yes, self-punishment is often part of the process... then there's the self punishment for punishing yourself, etc. Can go on and on, but you're slipping some healthy change in there too, while your at it- like the sugar. It's hard, no joke, and you'll also get through this. Probably not w/o a slip up or two, but really, that's okay- you'll still be able to do it. And go ahead and lean on your friends. It helps (I obviously know). I know you're often the one doing the listening, but now it's maybe time for you to let loose and tawk to us. Love ya! S

[celisa]

Helllllloooooooooo Catherine....I'm adding you!!! Add me back!?