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[thursday1418]

I haven't updated in forever. I have a lot to say, but I won't. It's cold and i'm loving it. Well i just wanted to update with a song. I like it becuase of MEMORIES, that's about all I have to say about it. Listen to it. I'm scared to get off probation cause I wont' have anythign to worry about and I won't have anything to stop me from doing things

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[callmekvndubrow]

can you read this where you are?

I will miss you more than you'd ever know.

It is so odd, we've been in each other's lives for so long, but in such small ways...

we met in 7th grade, at that damned youth group. In the summer, our little group (You, Lindsay, Daniel, AJ, me) went to NASA and Astroworld in Daniel's mom's van.

do you remember?

Freshman year, our same group sat at lunch together everyday for the first semester. You'd always play that one APC song, and I taught Lindsay Chick Magnet, and she played it everyday...

That year I entered a guitar playing contest at Guitar Center, and you just happened to be there when I played. You were my only friend there. You said you wanted this guitar:

Kayla and Jilayne

[candace1633]

That entry made my eyes water...I wasn't really close to Kayla, but saw her everyday, and always said hi..And had talked to her plenty of times since she has been at Carroll...I have a picture of her from homecoming 2 years ago, and it broke my heart

Re: Kayla and Jilayne

[callmekvndubrow]

I'm just so sad....I love you Kayla and Jilayne

[cupidsvctim]

aw shay

[safetypatrol713]

that was beautiful

hey shay

[perfectmistake6]

it hasnt hit me either yet shay and im crying my heart out right now and i have so much to say to them i just cant find the words and everytime i write something to them it doesnt seem right I will miss both of them so much its not even funny. I wish i could run back in time and change everything. I would give anything to do that right now. I love you Kayla and Jilyane so much. Just please come back to me right now this minute and just hold my hand becuase i cant bear that you two are gone. Please come back to me

[raggedimbecilex]

Carly, I'm so sorry. It's all going to be okay. Kayla and Jilayne are in a better place now...your heart may hurt, but realize they are watching over you, they both are holding your hands, they are there with you, every moment of everyday from now on until you too will be with them. They're there, but you just can't see them. You can see them in memories though, think of all the great times you shared in the time you did have with them. I know I wasn't as close as you were to them. But there are so many people here for you Carly and I know I responded to this late, and I'm more than sure you are aware of that. It's all going to be okay. I promise. I'm sorry we never talk. But I care and I'll be here for you if you permitt me to. You are in my prayers along with Kayla and Jilayne.

Love,
Lisette

Remember they are there with you, every step, every troubled time that arises they are with you now.

[perfectmistake6]

thanks lisette very much