mandy gaines at harry's @ boat quay
mandy gaines = <3
thank you, alex.
i drank way too much. problem is, i don't get loud and obnoxious, i get depressed. had enough good music (oh, i loved her singing) and dancing to keep me occupied while there, so shall go cry in bed now. fortunately there isn't any more alcohol to tempt me here.
of course, drinking that last drink in 10 minutes was a smart idea.
oh, but laphroaig? is goooooood.
i really dance better with a bit of alcohol in me. more relaxed. alcohol actually lets me pick and choose what i control, instead of my controlling everything all the time, so i can choose to control my centre and counterbalance better while letting my hips and shoulders go - and my following improves by a factor of at least ten, because my brain can't pre-empt my partner. which in a way makes sense, because your brain can't handle as much while drunk - can't control everything in my case - so they have to let some things go - what i choose, my hips and shoulders, in my case.
plus i get so much more sensitive and responsive to music and conversation with a bit of alcohol, so i tend to be more fun as well.
i wish we were better friends. i miss my friends.
thank you, alex.
i drank way too much. problem is, i don't get loud and obnoxious, i get depressed. had enough good music (oh, i loved her singing) and dancing to keep me occupied while there, so shall go cry in bed now. fortunately there isn't any more alcohol to tempt me here.
of course, drinking that last drink in 10 minutes was a smart idea.
oh, but laphroaig? is goooooood.
i really dance better with a bit of alcohol in me. more relaxed. alcohol actually lets me pick and choose what i control, instead of my controlling everything all the time, so i can choose to control my centre and counterbalance better while letting my hips and shoulders go - and my following improves by a factor of at least ten, because my brain can't pre-empt my partner. which in a way makes sense, because your brain can't handle as much while drunk - can't control everything in my case - so they have to let some things go - what i choose, my hips and shoulders, in my case.
plus i get so much more sensitive and responsive to music and conversation with a bit of alcohol, so i tend to be more fun as well.
i wish we were better friends. i miss my friends.