Jul 15, 2004 04:20
lol .. ahh 420 what a wonderful time : ] well ive been meaninq 2 update for days its just my computer has been spazzin on me and idk its type oldd so it stays restartinq on me .. anyway im freezinq and i cant sleep so i was like ehh fuck it so im curled up w. my blanket on my lap ready 2 type away bout what has happened it the last couple days .. i cant remember everythinq at once cuz im mentally shOt lol .. so ill just do it randomly as usual!!
iight well a couple days aqo me and corey talked !! lol it started off me talkin 2 amanda.i<3 and then corey started talkin 2 me on her sn .. well heres the convo:
xItaLian MisSx (12:37:04 PM): yoooo
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:37:06 PM): heya
xItaLian MisSx (12:37:09 PM): wats up
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:37:15 PM): nothin u
xItaLian MisSx (12:37:29 PM): nadaaaa chylllen...you shoulda came hea last night
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:37:41 PM): whyyy who was over?
xItaLian MisSx (12:38:05 PM): madd heads yoo
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:38:15 PM): lol corey?
xItaLian MisSx (12:38:40 PM): yeah
xItaLian MisSx (12:38:44 PM): hes hea now
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:38:47 PM): ewwie
xItaLian MisSx (12:38:49 PM): him herman adn ty slpet hea
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:38:50 PM): he slept over
xItaLian MisSx (12:38:54 PM): yeah
xItaLian MisSx (12:39:08 PM): i gotta tho i love yooouu we chyllent oday!
xItaLian MisSx is away at 12:39:22 PM.
xItaLian MisSx returned at 12:39:25 PM.
xItaLian MisSx (12:39:34 PM): why did you askj if i was here?
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:39:40 PM): WAIT SLUT!!
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:39:45 PM): amanda??
xItaLian MisSx (12:39:58 PM): no corey
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:40:05 PM): oh wtf do u want
xItaLian MisSx (12:40:24 PM): you get mad when i ask where you are so why is it ok for you to ask if i was here
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:40:34 PM): bc i got it like that boyy
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:40:51 PM): nahh im jus playn
xItaLian MisSx (12:40:57 PM): you got it like that what?
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:40:58 PM): bc you sit here sayin you hate me
xItaLian MisSx (12:41:22 PM): no im heren t that all you were talkin about wit maureen was me
xItaLian MisSx (12:41:33 PM): ashely you got a boyfriend right
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:41:46 PM): wat are u talkin bout?
xItaLian MisSx (12:41:50 PM): so forget about me
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:41:54 PM): what do u like ask my friends what we talk about?
xItaLian MisSx (12:42:02 PM): is it tru that you want to make my life misruble
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:42:13 PM): n0o
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:42:20 PM): is it true you wanna make mine miserable?
xItaLian MisSx (12:42:24 PM): no people tell mne all you talk about is me and you dont shut up
xItaLian MisSx (12:42:32 PM): no in a mean way
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:42:51 PM): why would i wanna make you miserable
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:42:57 PM): and people tell me all you talk about is me 2!!
xItaLian MisSx (12:42:58 PM): i dont no
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:43:10 PM): exactly- theres no reason
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:43:18 PM): well there is but im not an asshole like some people
xItaLian MisSx (12:43:42 PM): ashely you dont even come acrossmy mind the obnly reason is that all i hear isthat you talk about me
xItaLian MisSx (12:43:54 PM): the other night wit maureen all you did was talk about me
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:43:54 PM): ohh iight .. sure corey
xItaLian MisSx (12:44:01 PM): come on i dotn want to here thast shit
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:44:05 PM): here wat shit
xItaLian MisSx (12:44:28 PM): all im asking is to keep you comments to your self and be wit your boyfriend and forget about me thats all i wqant
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:44:35 PM): okay and i dont wanna here that your usin my best friend to make me jealous
xItaLian MisSx (12:44:39 PM): ok youv done it i will admit it
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:44:45 PM): done what?
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:44:50 PM): admit what?
xItaLian MisSx (12:44:51 PM): YOU MADFE MY LIFE MISRUBLE
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:44:53 PM): ahahahahah
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:44:56 PM): thats fuckin awesome
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:45:03 PM): i cant belive you just said that you loser
xItaLian MisSx (12:45:03 PM): i no it is for you
xItaLian MisSx (12:45:06 PM): il admit it
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:45:13 PM): this so isnt corey
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:45:24 PM): if i made you miserable youd be fuckin cursin me out makin me cry
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:45:35 PM): good try tho guys
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:45:40 PM): :-P
xItaLian MisSx (12:45:48 PM): i swear on mark governales grave that its me
**[[ riqht here i knew it was corey ]]
xItaLian MisSx (12:45:54 PM): call jesses phone
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:46:08 PM): iight i will
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:46:11 PM): whats the number
xItaLian MisSx (12:46:21 PM): hold up
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:46:23 PM): iiiight
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:46:34 PM): why dont u just call me -- 331 7748
xItaLian MisSx (12:46:43 PM): nah i dont want to call you
xItaLian MisSx (12:46:48 PM): im misruble
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:46:50 PM): okay you want me 2 call u?
xItaLian MisSx (12:46:55 PM): please
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:47:04 PM): this doenst make any sense but i will ..
xItaLian MisSx (12:47:10 PM): just forget about me
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:47:24 PM): hold on asshole
xItaLian MisSx (12:47:27 PM): you got a boyfriend why do you need me tyo be in yuour lifw
xItaLian MisSx (12:47:44 PM): see there you go i dint call you one name
xItaLian MisSx (12:47:51 PM): and your calling me an asshole
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:48:03 PM): who said i needed you?
xItaLian MisSx (12:48:13 PM): everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:48:20 PM): everyone can suck my dick
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:48:26 PM): im callin jess cell iight? talk 2 me there
xItaLian MisSx (12:48:29 PM): all you do is talk about me be happy with mario!!!!!!!
xItaLian MisSx (12:48:34 PM): hes your man im not
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:48:38 PM): shuttup
xItaLian MisSx (12:48:50 PM): nah please ashely
xItaLian MisSx (12:48:59 PM): im serious i cant take this shit no more
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:49:01 PM): are u gonna talk 2 me?
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (12:49:04 PM): on the phone
xItaLian MisSx (12:52:39 PM): on the phone u wqhore hahahahha
**[[ tyler munro bein coOl as usual!]]
xItaLian MisSx (12:55:19 PM): tyler hung up
**[[ tyler hunq up on me while me + corey was talkin!! err jerk!!]]
-- yeah then corey went on his sn and i *im*ed him .. heres that convo : ] hes qonna qet sOo mad at me for this but he can suck a dick!!:
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:20:59 PM): wait so are you still mad at me?
HOLAgramz38 (2:21:13 PM): i dunno
HOLAgramz38 (2:21:30 PM): honestly i dont like you but im not mad anymore
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:21:42 PM): ohh okay i dont like you either ;-)
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:22:08 PM): well im glad 2 know your not mad at me anymore
HOLAgramz38 (2:23:46 PM): ashely you no the deall if i hear anything at all its over
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:24:03 PM): yeah yeah i feel you, my bad about all this drama its all baby bullshit
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:24:11 PM): so were friends again buddy?
HOLAgramz38 (2:24:27 PM): i no but ashely you promise not to get in the wqay of things
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:24:49 PM): aww corey lol i dont purposely do it i swear to govo
HOLAgramz38 (2:25:17 PM): listen im, not your freind
HOLAgramz38 (2:25:28 PM): we just arent fighting got it
**[[ see this riqht here is tyler i think typinq bc corey sat there and we were ALMOST cool and then he said this shit soO idk .. ]]
HOLAgramz38 is away at 2:25:41 PM.
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:25:41 PM): oh ok .. iight iight
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Auto response from HOLAgramz38 (2:25:41 PM): I am away from my computer right now.
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ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:25:46 PM): your such a queer
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:26:30 PM): see .. i was just gonna back off and fuckin everything then you gotta go a be a fuckin queer ass homosexiual fagezoid and ruin fuckin everything .. its not me corey its you!
HOLAgramz38 (2:27:20 PM): is it
HOLAgramz38 returned at 2:27:21 PM.
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:27:25 PM): so fuck you, fuck your little girls that wont go out with you thanks to ME dont forget that corey .. basically i control yourlife ahahaha its funny
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:27:29 PM): yeah it fuckn is
HOLAgramz38 (2:27:51 PM): i will have you eaqtin by the end of the day
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:27:57 PM): promise?
HOLAgramz38 (2:28:00 PM): you control one girl in myb life ok
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:28:09 PM): okkkkayyy , think again buddy
HOLAgramz38 (2:28:18 PM): whats the matter you think you asall big and cool cause you think you do that
HOLAgramz38 (2:28:28 PM): your nothing to me
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:28:29 PM): remember? ii can make you miserable -- and that was without even trying want me 2 try?
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:28:53 PM): im nothin but your miserable -- okayy .. stop contradicting yourself
HOLAgramz38 (2:29:15 PM): enough with the big worlds
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:29:20 PM): lol
HOLAgramz38 (2:29:21 PM): words
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:29:32 PM): okay -- stop bein .. lets use your word -- a hippocrite
HOLAgramz38 (2:29:33 PM): get over yourself you nothing special
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:29:39 PM): get over YOURSELF
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:29:46 PM): sweetie i am over self
HOLAgramz38 (2:29:52 PM): but listen we arent fighting anymoe ok have a great day ashelyu
ThUgG MiSz x 69 (2:30:06 PM): yeah corey .. i hope you get run over by a car bye
yeahHhHh soo ... thats that lol .. he kept like idk forqet it lol i aint stressin it .. that bad :-/
anyway: i went to marios house the other day .. he picked me + michelle up from her crib w. jenn + afton and he introduced me 2 his dad and his qrandpa as his "qirlfriend" -- i was like .. WHAT!? cuz we never really talked bout bein official so we were outside after this and i was like why did you say im your qirlfriend and hes like cuz you are! im like is that you askin me or tellin me!? and he goes .. im tellin yoU! im like dammnn lol so whatever then idk basically we smokin or whatever , and i notice this hickey on his neck and im like whattt .. so i point it out to michelle and jesse lol and they both like is that from you? im like NOOO!! im buggin in my head so then everyone else started talkin like hmm who was there .. me michelle afton mario jesse john and tucker and im like maa whats that .. and he smiles and goes whats what then idk the rest of the niqht he was bein shady and barly talkin 2 me and like idk it was qettin me heated and aftons all over him and what not and then they start talkin bout it and aftons talkin mad loud 2 jesse qoin do you know who did it? i know who did it .. and all this and that im just sittin there like mann this is some bullshit .. so then me michelle and mario qo in his roOM and we sat there for like 10 mins and mario runs u stairs and we had plans to qo 2 splish splash the next day just the 3 of us .. and mario was tellin us 2 sleep over then all of a sudden he was qoin out w. john + jess 2 this kid mikes house who keeps mario fucked up there so i knew he wasnt qonna wake up and whatever so then me and michelle qo upstairs and were like wtf where were you?! he was fuckin upstairs w. afton + jenn so that qot me heated and he tried playin it off like he was sleepin idk the whole niqht he was pissin me off so im like take us back 2 michelles // and he dropped us off ((afton rode shottie)) ugh whatever and we kissed and he PROMISED he'd call me and of course he never did, and we never went to splish splash ((plus michelles dad didnt have $$ 2 qive her)) so whatever .. i qo online once we qet 2 michelles and i end up talkin 2 frank and hes like yo eddie wants us 2 come pick you up and smoke an eL* so at first im like nahh not w/o michelle but she didnt wanna come and frank was like yo are you qonna chill, we'll stay riqht in front of her crib .. so im like yeah no doubt, so i qo outside and qet in the car and eddie fuckin speeds away im like wtf!? hes like nah we just qoin 2 qet a dutch. so then we had 2 sit in the qas station waitin 4 eddie 2 pick up from his lil worker or whatever and then we smoke the eL riqht there .. the whole time im like i qotta qet back 2 michelles hes like nahh im kidnappin you .. now your out for the niqht im just like fuckk hes like lets qo see my boat. and me and frank were like nah cuz i really had 2 qo back so w/e .. he drives from centereach all the way 2 lake ronkonkama for NO REASON cuz i didnt even see the damn boat, so finally like an hour nd a half later he takes me back 2 michelles and shes outside in the pourinq rain in a beater + shorts and nO SHOES! lmao it was buqqed out .. turns out michelles dad woke up while i was qone and was like WHERES ASHLEIGH!! and spazzed and michelles dumb ass lied and said i was downstairs so he checks for me and a-course im not there .. so she qoes -- ashleiqhs out front -- cuz i was supposed 2 be! so hes like you qot 3 minutes 2 qet her inside. of course i come back a half hour later and i ended up buqqin out and leavin my bowl in eddies car!! OPPPPS!! lol i was flippin bout that when i realized it .. michelles dad fuckin buqqed when we qot inside! hes like shes never allowed here aqain, then was like she brinqs nothin but trobule .. all this and that and end of story im not allowed at michelles no more, im not even allowed 2 call ((ill call when hes workin lol)), and he never wants 2 see me awain .. whatever so me and michelle stayed up all niqht talkin bout mario and how i was qonna explain why i didnt have my bowl .. idk whatever .. i ended up chillin w. them aqain the next niqht and my bowl is safely w. me now : ]
->> today i chilled w. mario <3 .. just me + him!! ahh it was really nice. we qot alonq perfect : ]. hmm well i was on the phone w. him and we were talkin .. then me + afton qot ina fiqht on the phone bout some stupid shit cuz shes on a power trip but w/e i aint even stressin that FAKE trik .. so anyway marios like iight im commin 2 pick you up now so im like iiiiiiight : D im qonna jump in the shower hes like kk .. so i showered .. picked out my outfit and wore PiNK aqain for his lil punk ass that i love and qot ready and im sittin here like OoH .. whys he takin soO lonq?! so i sit down , smoke a ciqq and start watchin tv and he like just walks in my house likes its his lol it was soO cute then he kissed my momma hello and was like HEY MOM!! aww it was sOo cute and they were talkn bout what time he had 2 brinq me home and all day my mom and i were arquin what time i had 2 come home and she said 11 at first and then mario came and she said 1130!! ahah i was soO happy lol .. whatever then she qave me money for qas for him cuz she loves him lol and then she qave me treEz!! ahah mario and my mom <3 eachother lol i love it! haha so we bounce, mario fakes runnin outta qas on 34-7 lol i buqqed and lol hes like im just kiddin! ahah it was cute .. then we smoked and idk went to the parkkkk, went 2 wendys and lol it was interestinq we were soO blazed and we were just like throwin orders at the worker lol we kept lauqhin .. and i love him! lol then we went 2 his house and chilled w. john + jessica and smoked a blunt w. them! and then we drove around some more then idk .. we came back 2 my crib + watched tv and my momma kicked him out at like 1 lol : [ i didnt wanna let him leave! i wanted 2 hide him under my coverssss forever! lol idk we had such a nice day 2qether! i loved it .. lol and all day i was stressin 2 michelle how bad i wanted 2 hear my favv sonq -- Shoulda Known Better -- by mOnica and when we were in the car it came on! ahah i was soO excited lol so did my sonqs 2 him .. "officially missin you"-tamia and "i dont wanna know"-mario winans and like all these PERFECT love sonqs kept commin on and then "danqerously in love"-beyonce came on and i just kept loOkin at him while it was on and realizinq .. --[[omq, i think i really am in love w. him!!]]-- ahh its soO scary bc im scared that somethinq so qoOd like this is TOO qood 2 be true. i just dont ever wanna lose him. i wanna stay like this with him, qettin alonq + not fiqhtin forever. i love when we qet alonq cuz its like hes my best buddy and like my boyfriend thinqy and the same time and were so perfect 2qether. like the same niqht he qot the hickey lmao is the same niqht frank slept over lol ; p yeah see we even like mess around behind eachothers back at the same time and we were talkin bout it 2niqht and just lauqhed it off except hes stressin the fact that it was frank cuz lets just say .. frank and mario arent the best of friends .. yeahhh so .. idk i love mario always! its like when im not w. him, i thinkinq about him. when im not loOkinq at him, im thinkinq bout his picture in my head. hes myy every thouqht! ahhh omqq i love him i could sit here for hours just talkin bout him and stil have more 2 say lol. ive already been talkin bout him for like an hour! lol ahh i love him : ] <33
->> me and destiny are friends aqain!! : D .. yayyy! ahah i love her .. we were talkin bout the stupid little fiqhts we qot in and it wasnt even like we were fiqhtin lol it was like us bein MAJOR wise asses 2 eachother but whatever .. were stupid bitchesz and we love eachother foreverr* ahh i love my baby qirllll foo life niccasz! dont qet it twisted!!
your the peanut 2 my butter
your the star 2 my burst
your the m 2 my m'sz
your the pOp 2 my tart
your the milky 2 my way
your the fruit 2 my loOp
your the milk 2 my duds
your the cocoa 2 my puFfs
your the ice 2 my cream [[ohH babY! :x jk jk]]
your the help 2 my mend
..but mostly..
yOuR tHe BEST 2 mY FRiEND!!
ahh -- i love you baby qirl!! destinyy<33
--destiny michelle + ashleiqh bfFL*--
special shout 2 michelle : WhAs ReALLy qOoD NiCcA!! haha lol love you qirlllll : p
for my baby mariO<3:
i WaNnA sTaY yO WiFeY eVeN tHo YoU mAkE mE cRy
i WaNnA LoVe yOu FoReVeR EvEn ThO i CaNt SaY wHy
i WaNt yOu 2 Be mYy MaN As LoNg As I LiVe
i sEe YoU In dA FuTuRe pOpPa* Da FaThA Of Ma KiDz
<33 [[ i love you babyy -- more than ever ]] <33
well thats one lonq ass entry!! aha PEACE NiGGAS!!
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