Jul 05, 2004 05:02
when someone calls you their best friend , that means knowing everything about them. she knows why im mad .. she knows exactly why .. this is ridiculous. she thinks im jealous of her and michelle being friends. her + michelle were friends long before any of us were. and if i cared so much id come right out + say it .. all of you know it, well all of those who know me. i thought destiny was one of them but i thought wrong as usual. and then she compares me to kelli, which really got me heated becuz i blocked her. but thats where shes wrong. what she doesnt realize is that i love her so much that i didnt wanna say something id regret bc i know myself when im mad. and what did i do? id said something that im gonna regret. i dont regret it yet bcuz im still really fuckin madd -- but i know i will , one day [ i think ] .. idk then i say thats like me comparin you to jasmine , "what does jasmine have 2 do with this" nothing, just like kelli but shes toO thick headed to realize my point bcuz she doesnt wanna stop + listen 2 what i have 2 say, omg no never that. my point was, kelli is someone i really hate, just like she really hates jasmine. i wish shed just wake the fuck up.. wow its all michelles idiotic ideas in her head "ashleighs jealous that were friends" yeah fuck you okay buddy? --true bestfriends-- wouldnt end a friendship over something stupid like this, but it mustve not been true. ask destiny who was the one fuckin person that never dicked her .. ever? not michelle, not jess, not amanda, not kelli, wanna know who it would be? ME. when i was jealous of her and jess i came right the fuck out and said it cuz i got balls like that, i dont give a fuck .. so why wouldnt i just say it now? bc im not jealous .. what is there to be jealous of .. she just doesnt wanna admit that shes wrong, and that she lied to me. oh well .. it was fun while it lasted. we had some fun times .. but theres others friends out there toO ..
its just me, myself & i , thats all i got in the end.
<33 ashleigh taylor franklin < -- my own best friend.