I think for the past week and a half I have been throwing my hands up and rebelling against the things I know I am supposed to be doing. Like I have been way out of control eating nonstop, drinking, spending a lot of money, etc. I finally stopped and thought about what I was doing, and had a big wtf is wrong with me.. usually I stay on top of
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Dood.. all kinds of stuff. I have been worried about my relatives in the hurricane stricken areas still. My dad is still in the hospital and I am not thinking he's going to live much longer :-( My boyfriend is looking for a job in D/FW so he can move (he lives in PA now) so it's sucking ass waiting for him to move. My ex (Lyra's dad) just had to relocate twice due to roommate drama. You would think that is a non-issue with me, but he is supposed to take Lyra every other weekend- so that was screwing me over. He always has wayyy over the top drama, and he still stresses me out. I just made it all worse by spending a bunch of money I should have held on to, but I buckled under the stress. I ate like a pig, spent my money, and stopped cleaning my house. What a retard I am!! My house is almost all the way clean again, and I'm looking for things to sell on ebay to bail my ass out of this bind I will be in soon. At least I can make the best pinto beans ever, and my daughter loves them too.. so we won't starve. LOL
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