So there goes my life, Passing by with every exit sign
It's been so long
Sometimes I wonder how I will stay strong
No sleep tonight
I'll keep on driving these dark highway lines
And as the moon fades
One more night gone,only twenty more days..
This song popped into my head, because I can really relate to the lyrics right now.
I'm taking my last test of highschool in twenty days from now, and here's the rest of my relevnace to the lyrics:
So as good as life is seeming to be as of recent, I've been feeling troubled.
All of these enourmous opporotunities are slipping away from me, and eventually if I don't rise above the nonsense, they will become lost.
I've been feeling so confused and upset lately. I believe it's because I know I can do so much better with the circumstances of my life.
I'm so close but so far to everything I've ever wanted.
I've got a select group of people in my life that are by far, spectacularly incredible souls, and I am so fortunate to have met them or even have them in my life.
Though I know there has to be something better. Something that will give me a sense of felicity; a surreal and freeing feeling. I want to find bliss within a connection between myself and someone else. I want to be on top of the world.
Although I have confidence that I am old soul, and may feel superior to my generation..I still don't have it all figured out. Which is normal for an eighteen year old, but I've been wanting 'more' since I was sixteen. I may have recieved so many remarkably impeccable moments, memories, and lessons learned, but I'm always searching for something more.
Bottom line is, I don't think I can handle that 'something more'. I've realized my heart is bigger than my head, my intentions are bigger than reality,
and
I'm just afraid
.
Sometimes I wonder how I will stay strong
No sleep tonight
I'll keep on driving these dark highway lines
And as the moon fades
One more night gone,only twenty more days..
This song popped into my head, because I can really relate to the lyrics right now.
I'm taking my last test of highschool in twenty days from now, and here's the rest of my relevnace to the lyrics:
So as good as life is seeming to be as of recent, I've been feeling troubled.
All of these enourmous opporotunities are slipping away from me, and eventually if I don't rise above the nonsense, they will become lost.
I've been feeling so confused and upset lately. I believe it's because I know I can do so much better with the circumstances of my life.
I'm so close but so far to everything I've ever wanted.
I've got a select group of people in my life that are by far, spectacularly incredible souls, and I am so fortunate to have met them or even have them in my life.
Though I know there has to be something better. Something that will give me a sense of felicity; a surreal and freeing feeling. I want to find bliss within a connection between myself and someone else. I want to be on top of the world.
Although I have confidence that I am old soul, and may feel superior to my generation..I still don't have it all figured out. Which is normal for an eighteen year old, but I've been wanting 'more' since I was sixteen. I may have recieved so many remarkably impeccable moments, memories, and lessons learned, but I'm always searching for something more.
Bottom line is, I don't think I can handle that 'something more'. I've realized my heart is bigger than my head, my intentions are bigger than reality,
and
I'm just afraid
.