Alright.
Other than the on and off raining Michigan has been gifting us,
the gray of my life has slightly been lightening up.
I've been practicing driving, and I even signed up to be a Meetmark sales rep!
All that is left to do is lose some L.B.'s.
Word!
Sunday night, I hung out with Geoff and Steve at Geoff's dad's house.
We all came to the decision that we will get a place together.
We tried to plan and plot every minute detail of successfully constituting the recommended needs to live on our own.
It sounded perfect, and would honestly be such a great thing set as a goal.
I've been dying to get out of this house, break free, and set sail.
But first, I will need to get a proper job. Secondly I need to go to college. &In order for me to keep all of my health insurance, and afford ANYTHING basically, I need to be living with my mom and pop.
I believe it CAN happen one day. &It will.
I want to grow up so fast so I can embark on what the world has to offer me.
Oh well, that day will come sooner than I think.
In other news, I only have one more final to take. Well, re-take. MATH.
I think this time around I will have my head on straight. Math isn't as complicated as I've made it seem in the past 6 years of my life.
I have a wonderful teacher, and she will lead me into a bright future.
The test is at the end of May which means...WHOOPWHOOP NOMO'HIGHSCHOOL!
Never thought I'd make it to the finish line, and as cliche as this sounds, you just have to believe in yourself. If you believe you can do something, it will happen.
All you need is a little strong will and determination, with a pinch of 100% effort and you're golden.
Take it from me, high school isn't that difficult. You just have to find you're footing and climb that mountain.
Lately my creativity has been bottling up inside of me. It's been screaming to get out. Although there hasn't been anything truly inspiring to me. Nothing that gives me enough confidence to let the creativity spill and flow out. Painting is what my head is telling me to go for. But I have a method to my madness when I paint. I need to have a more structural idea before I even start getting the paints out. I have to have an image of what I want to do. An image that consists of passion, inspiration and a slight technicality that acts as a glue to hold it all together.
But I couldn't wait any longer. I didn't care if I had a design or image in my head beforehand. I just dove into the painting process of my creativity.
I took this really old canvas that I've been keeping since two Decembers ago, and started mixing colors I thought would go together and just went for it.
Now, originally I had this canvas and wanted to do something sweet with it, but I ran out of black paint. Instead I tried a different approach and it failed me.
So this new randomly spontaneous attempt to cover the old paint turned out to be somewhat of a success. In the end, it came out as an absract piece. Somehow, without meaning to, a girls face appeared in the painting, as well as a headless man on a hilltop.
Then again, it could appear different to others.
But I'm pretty pumped on that, and kind of proud of myself.
So word up to that.
In conclusion to the longest update of my entire life,
I'm trying to improve myself. I'm attempting to get out this state of miserable harmony with my surrounding peers.
I am looking to get my license next week.
&I'm extremely bored, so that explains the length of this entry.
&I guess I could end this with
I am a visitor here...
I am not permanent
the gray of my life has slightly been lightening up.
I've been practicing driving, and I even signed up to be a Meetmark sales rep!
All that is left to do is lose some L.B.'s.
Word!
Sunday night, I hung out with Geoff and Steve at Geoff's dad's house.
We all came to the decision that we will get a place together.
We tried to plan and plot every minute detail of successfully constituting the recommended needs to live on our own.
It sounded perfect, and would honestly be such a great thing set as a goal.
I've been dying to get out of this house, break free, and set sail.
But first, I will need to get a proper job. Secondly I need to go to college. &In order for me to keep all of my health insurance, and afford ANYTHING basically, I need to be living with my mom and pop.
I believe it CAN happen one day. &It will.
I want to grow up so fast so I can embark on what the world has to offer me.
Oh well, that day will come sooner than I think.
In other news, I only have one more final to take. Well, re-take. MATH.
I think this time around I will have my head on straight. Math isn't as complicated as I've made it seem in the past 6 years of my life.
I have a wonderful teacher, and she will lead me into a bright future.
The test is at the end of May which means...WHOOPWHOOP NOMO'HIGHSCHOOL!
Never thought I'd make it to the finish line, and as cliche as this sounds, you just have to believe in yourself. If you believe you can do something, it will happen.
All you need is a little strong will and determination, with a pinch of 100% effort and you're golden.
Take it from me, high school isn't that difficult. You just have to find you're footing and climb that mountain.
Lately my creativity has been bottling up inside of me. It's been screaming to get out. Although there hasn't been anything truly inspiring to me. Nothing that gives me enough confidence to let the creativity spill and flow out. Painting is what my head is telling me to go for. But I have a method to my madness when I paint. I need to have a more structural idea before I even start getting the paints out. I have to have an image of what I want to do. An image that consists of passion, inspiration and a slight technicality that acts as a glue to hold it all together.
But I couldn't wait any longer. I didn't care if I had a design or image in my head beforehand. I just dove into the painting process of my creativity.
I took this really old canvas that I've been keeping since two Decembers ago, and started mixing colors I thought would go together and just went for it.
Now, originally I had this canvas and wanted to do something sweet with it, but I ran out of black paint. Instead I tried a different approach and it failed me.
So this new randomly spontaneous attempt to cover the old paint turned out to be somewhat of a success. In the end, it came out as an absract piece. Somehow, without meaning to, a girls face appeared in the painting, as well as a headless man on a hilltop.
Then again, it could appear different to others.
But I'm pretty pumped on that, and kind of proud of myself.
So word up to that.
In conclusion to the longest update of my entire life,
I'm trying to improve myself. I'm attempting to get out this state of miserable harmony with my surrounding peers.
I am looking to get my license next week.
&I'm extremely bored, so that explains the length of this entry.
&I guess I could end this with
I am a visitor here...
I am not permanent