May 13, 2008 00:26
I'm so down.
I thought I finally figured myself out..
then it hit me ->I'm still alone.
Guys and girls shouldn't coexist,
they just do not work together.
Girls are devient bitches,
because guys are game playing horny bastards.
You can't win,
&i've lost my fair share of attempts at love.
Well there is no such thing in this generation that I was born into.
My heart physically HURTS right now, & my emotional pain is exploding through the surface of my skin.
I am the way I am because i'm a philosipher and I see the world for what it really is.
I fixed my life and I shouldn't be this depressed, but I can't help it.
This is he reason why i'm always saying "I will be leaving this city Alone"
It's more in depth than just self pitty.
If I can't find anything here, than I should just move on, and go some place else,
but I fully bet that I will remain alone.
There are very few people here that I actually care for.
My feelings toward them is beyond their heads, and I want to call it love,
but really, I just don't think I nor they believe in it.
Therefor, on an ending note ->I will remain alone.