I don't know what's wrong with me

I haven't written on this thing is the LONGEST..This is what's bothering me

1) I need money..desperately

2) I want to move out

3) I want to be able to buy things for my baby/I want to be able to offer him so much more than she can

4) I don't want to be jealous anymore but it's getting worse

5) Feeling not good enough..
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The worst kind of relationship is the whole ' friends with benefits ' thing....I hate it

1) ugh...this heat is killing me. I feel dirty and gross bcuz of it ( Read more... )

no more waldorf for me.

I started a new skool today an its cool so far.

so much easier than waldorf, no stress, no tears, no late nights

more friends, more family, wekends to have fun

ma new skool was like  " yea your tranvscript is so all over the place, it makes no sense. What kind of schol is EBWHS anyways?"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA stoopid waldorf

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My best friend's homeless ans mentally damaged mother was killed on new years eve 06'. she was hit by a car on sanpablo dam rd and drug under it as it kept going. Her legs were severed....I cant stop thinking about it.....All I can say is that I hope she was too far gone to even realize

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Last night I went to ani's after work and me,ani, lina and miya swam in the pool and the hottub and then went to walgreens to die our hair.imma miss lina (bean) wen she leaves us all and goes back deutschland :( But tonight I'm going to chelsea's frens partay!!!!!!!!!! WHOO HOO! Imma get crunk!

LIFE DOESNT MAKE MUCH SENSE. DOES IT? MY BOYFRIEND ALMOST DIED AND NOW I CANT GET OVER THE FACT THAT HES REALLY JUST NOT THE SAME ( Read more... )

i was fine.

now im a wreck

oh no.

eve i really wana come over right now!!! right now i say bcuz im nervouse

wut r we gonna do?