[NaruSasu FST] I'm Bleeding, and I'm Heartless, But I'm Yours.
Medium: Anime/Manga
Fandom: Naruto
Subject: Naruto x Sasuke
Title: I'm Bleeding, and I'm Heartless, but I'm Yours.
Notes: 16 songs, and one heck of another long title. xD Slight sexual references, BL, but not as much angst! ... :O
Music: Includes works from Sherwood, the Rocket Summer, Jamisonparker, and various different others.
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... one night, when you woke up ...
01.
"cut you a new smile" ♫
farewell
If you keep running your mouth
I'm gonna cut you a new smile
Bring those teeth to the front
So I can knock 'em out, knock 'em out
Gimme a break
This is the schoolyard shit you all know
Grow, another weak attempt to waste my time
So ante up, and call my bluff
Or put the cigarette down and hop the first train out of town.
02.
"coffee and cigarettes" ♫
augustana
One night when you woke up
You bled til you spoke up
Oh, this ain't pretty dear
With clocks, watch the time go
Til spring, when the sun can finally be free
And I'm sure you've lost that weight again
And I'm sure the pills keeps pouring in
We'll scream at night to make it go away
So put me on a plane and fly me to anywhere.
03.
"emergency room romantic"♫[.m4a]
jamisonparker
Forced heart beat and broken mirrors
Flaws and faults are held so dear
My reflection makes me sick
The pain we feel is nothing new
Prescription drugs and photographs
Love loneliness and nervous laughs
What you call misery through anxious eyes
Is something I can’t see
I’m fighting myself to get you out of my head
But I’m hanging off of every word you said.
04.
"goodbye waves and driveways"♫
the rocket summer
But we stand here both proud both wrong and right
Throwing cheap shots in this stubborn fight
And our lives are so intertwined in one
But we're just so stuck in this moment it's clear that were coming undone
And you see it’s hard for me to breathe
When I get all worked up with these feelings
And I don’t know exactly how it is
That we can be so mad we consider to not exist
When we both know there’s so much love clenched within our fists.
05.
"song in my head"♫
sherwood
'Cause you were a song in my head,
The warmth of the sheets in my bed.
A story forever told, but never old,
A warm arrival never left so cold.
Don't blink, don't close your eyes,
But most of all don't apologize.
It's me who's got the demons to wrestle now.
There's a patch of blue in the stormy sky,
A memory of a brighter time.
When everything was new, and less watered down,
Before the summer turned to brown.
06.
"best unspoken"♫
sleepaway
I found time to realize what I had
And maybe I was wrong so many times
As we walked further, we only walked away
As we spoke softer you knew just what to say
The streets seem empty nowadays
All I have is myself to blame
I'm put aside until I'm needed in your dreams
I'll be waiting
For you I'd forget everything
For you I write this melody
I'll be waiting.
07.
"daydream"♫
gone baby gone
I've got a secret fascination
Maybe that's not right
Just by pure imagination
I wished you here tonight
Daydream, elevation
Only a charade
Cause I got my finger on the trigger
And my neck out on the blade.
08.
"fight it out"♫
ghost of a stranger
Somedays you see me,
And realize that this was a good thing
Be happy, amaze me,
I must admit we both acted crazy.
And somedays I still love you
Somedays your loving just angered me.
And I tried to save you,
I think I'm the one that needs saving.
09.
"goodbye skyline"♫
danger is my middle name
The darkness is disrupted by
A whisper softer than a breeze
and oh, so tender like tender busted lips,
I'm laughing at those quips,
I'm so damn happy why am I in pain?
The darkness is dispersed beneath the moonlight,
Pale as your skin and oh so bright.
Strike my heart with stakes or burn me up in flames,
I'm waiting for someone to put them out.
Goodbye skyline, I'll be just fine.
Your lights remind me of a thousand broken halos just like mine.
10.
"town that you live in"♫
sherwood
I must say,
It's a nice day,
When the leaves start to turn, there is so much to learn from the freeway,
You're my friend,
For the weekend,
When the spring comes around, you can show me the town that you live in,
And tonight I walk through an empty street,
With my shadow stretching in front of me,
When my lonely thoughts meet my lonely feet,
And the cold reminds me that I've chosen this life.
11.
"the better way"♫
brighten
I am more invisible than you could ever be
I am what you wanted and you're everything I need
If you think I'm so terrible then you are not aware see
I'm better this way.
I am what you're feeling when you're nervous
I am what you're hearing when you walk away
But better music is giving me a purpose
And we want this so bad
You are the only thing that just might save me
Oh, the thought of it just makes me crazy
Why did you have to be so persuading?
12.
"let you go"♫
self against city
I met you where nobody knew my name,
And our spark quickly turned into a flame.
Winter nights are feeling hot like summer inside,
I can't get you off my mind.
I don't want to know, why I can't let you go...
I remember the first words that you said,
And I can't get that night out of my head.
It's complicated, but I'm not frustrated.
Cause I know you're out there patiently waiting.
I don't want to know, why I can't let you go.
13.
"landed"♫
ben folds
But I opened my eyes and walked out the door
And the clouds came tumbling down
And it's bye-bye, goodbye I tried
Treading a sea of a troubled mind
Had to leave myself behind
Singing bye-bye, goodbye I tried
If you wrote me off I'd understand it
Because I've been on some other planet
So come pick me up...
I've landed.
14.
"vulnerable"♫
ben jelen
Pieces lying all around me,
Guess the trouble found me and I'm back to being numb
This time, I have come to realize,
If I take the same line, I'll be back to where I'm from
Keep me free, keep me away, keep me believable, keep me vulnerable
Faded, I'm becoming jaded,
No way to escape it and not be on the run
Weakening, I feel myself repeating,
What do I have to lose before I put you down?
Keep me free, keep me away, keep me believable, keep me vulnerable.
15.
"never knew"♫
the rocket summer
But no, none of it's true 'cause I never knew you
And now the truth of it is, is I wanna be like you
So hello, good friend, I wanna be next to you
For my head, for my heart, for it's true
So I'm burning the thoughts of the things that I once said
Because you tore down the walls that the world that has put inside my head
And I just get of sick of things that we think, we think we know
So take me and save me and change me and then make me
And embrace me and then brave my heart for you.
No, No, 'cause I can't go on without you
16.
"i should mean more"♫ [.m4a]
jamisonparker
Facing your front door, the one you hide behind
Your fight with bedroom eyes, well I proudly wear mine
The entrance that I make will fall so short of great
A hopeful knock sounds tired before my hopeful plans
You put your hand in mine, it fits so perfectly
Your whispers between kisses show me all that I could be
Please me make me not so crazy
Make me fall apart
Make me think beautiful, unexpected thoughts
I should mean more...
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Extra Notes:
- The re-occuring mood or theme in this FST was that first established in (2) - Coffee and Cigarettes, then (3), returning back fully in number (16). Uh. xD Yeah? I tried to get that "smoky" effect, on the theme of hospitals. I thought of Naruto and Sasuke, after their final battle(1), then landing them both/one of them in hospital, and the story would start from there. It would begin at the end. ("Open at the close." OMG. I understand it now! [/harrypotterspazz]) Anyway, it would probably make better sense if you just listened to it. :3
- I've divided the tracklist into different colours. This is my loose interpretation: The purple is Naruto's, the green is Sasuke's, and the black is both of them. I chose the section each song would fit best at, but I noticed that many songs could fit wherever to suit your tastes. Like, if you prefer NaruSasu or SasuNaru, even. Haha. Doesn't this sound more confusing than my first note... OTZ. Once again, you have to listen to the lyrics to understand. xD
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&; Original front image from the cover of the sad, but amazing, doujinshi "Ruin", by Datemaki - which you can download here @ Aarinfantasy. The original back image is from KSL.
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&; (Discussion?) Questions ... or, just some stuff I've been wondering about. (:
~ Does anyone actually /use/ cover-art as something other than eye-candy or something nice to look at? :/ I was just wondering if anyone actually printed out one of my covers and used it on a /real/ CD. That's something amazing (for me) to think about. :]
~ Should I add instrumentals to any potential future FSTs of mine? In simpler terms, do people like instrumentals? xDDD I've never downloaded an FST with an instrumental on yet and I've never really listened to any up to this point. I was just wondering. What do you guys think?
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Oops. Once again I've ranted on for nearly as much space than the lyrics took up. xD I'll wrap it up, I promise.
Oh, and I can't reply to any more comments until I come back from Japan in two weeks.
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Other fanmixes:
NaruSasu - You're My Keepsake, My Friend, and my Fears
NaruSasu - You Know That I Can Still Bleed
NaruSaku - Stop Me & Steal My Breath
NaruSasu - You're Only In My Dreams
NaruSasu - All the Ways You Devastate Me
NaruSasu - It's Keeping Me Awake
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