"what doesn't kill me, makes me numb"
i the quintessential fuckup.
eh, whatever.
fuck college, fuck girls, fuck work.
but most of all
fuck me.
i either need to get a handle on life or find the nearest short cliff to take a long walk off of.
and if i wasn't appalled by the selfishness of the latter option, it probably wouldn't sound so bad.
i have convinced myself there is nothing for me in this world, and i'm stumbling through without direction, purpose or desire. so here i wait. waiting for someone to either light a fire under my ass or give me a reason to keep on keepin' on.
i smile, i laugh. but i'm never happy. i really am a cynical, depressing, selfish asshole.
someone either pull me out of here or drive a truck into me.
...nothing phases me anymore.
eh, whatever.
fuck college, fuck girls, fuck work.
but most of all
fuck me.
i either need to get a handle on life or find the nearest short cliff to take a long walk off of.
and if i wasn't appalled by the selfishness of the latter option, it probably wouldn't sound so bad.
i have convinced myself there is nothing for me in this world, and i'm stumbling through without direction, purpose or desire. so here i wait. waiting for someone to either light a fire under my ass or give me a reason to keep on keepin' on.
i smile, i laugh. but i'm never happy. i really am a cynical, depressing, selfish asshole.
someone either pull me out of here or drive a truck into me.
...nothing phases me anymore.