i want him to hug me

[througheavyeyes]

she says "so what.. are you not talking to me or something?"
and i look at her like.. ~blank~

and she responds "that's the most childish thing i've ever seen amanda."

i don't want to measure my life by what other people think of me. i don't want to think low of myself because other people do. i want to overcome. i want to be an overcomer. i want

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[bright_xxeyes]

You took the words out of my mouth

nice icon

[3weeks_straight]

TBS rules.

[flyintiger86]

I believe in you....

[througheavyeyes]

jeremy.
thank you so much.

[3weeks_straight]

(sigh)

ya know, i hate it when you right journal entries like this. not because i dont care about you (God knows i do). its just that apparently things people say are taking hold of you and making you right this tear jerkin non-sense. theres no need for you to be drained and sad. cause you are going to a college of your choice. have a major of your choice. you will own a giant house with price less things inside it. you will have children. beautiful, wonderful children. a boy first, then a girl, cause you want the brother to protect the sister. you'll teach them about life, love and happiness, and then the holy ghost. and they will listen to patsy cline and bob dylan (and hopfully some evan mullins) and they will love you and they will never weep from your actions. your life is beautiful. your future is bright. you are amazing. the end.

and im going to laugh at myself if what i just wrote had nothing to do with what you wrote.

i love you, alou. but you knew that.

many a :)

[througheavyeyes]

no.. it did.
and thanks.

and thanks for letting me sleep on your knee in choir. and remember what i told you about "evan mullins" with my children in the choir room. :)

[bball1422]

Amanda I love u soo much and I know that u deserve the best and that whatever happens in ur life that u will make the best of it... u always seem to. Keep ur head high and ur smile wide and rem that God and I love u.

[througheavyeyes]

i love you more.
:)

[cub38320]

Amanda,
You so know that you are going to live the dream- You and I both know that. God knows that you will, too! You are going to do the things that you have set in your mind because that is just how you are! You will always suceed in everything that you have set in your mind because you are AMANDA LOUISE GRAHAM and you always succeed in the things you set your mind to. And if anyone ever tells you different- tell them to shove it. You are AMANDA LOUISE GRAHAM and you are awesome and if people can't see that, then well poop on them! Remember that quote you once told me- Tough times NEVER last- Tough people do. :) You are tough- I know you are if you've gotten thru all of the things that you have. I love you!

[througheavyeyes]

sarah.
and as long as i have you as my friend..
gosh. nothing can go wrong.
:)