Learning to fly....
SKYDIVING TOMORROW!!!!!
ahhh i can't decided if i'm excited or nervous or just plain stupid for willingly jumping out of a plane. my mother is not happy with me about the whole situation. it's not that she is necessarily upset i would just say she is more worried. when i reminded her i was going this saturday her response was "why are you telling me that?!?! I don't want to know until after you have done it!" haha. and now that tracey can't go i will be the only girl with ryan, bobby, brandon, beau, colten, justin, grant and kyle. better not tell my mom that haha.
so hopefully i survive and do not break any limbs. the pharmacists at working keep acting like it is going to be my last couple days alive and my sister thinks that i will break my legs because i can't even walk without tripping over things. yes, i know, it's wonderful how much faith everyone has in me. but that is ok i guess i will just prove everyone wrong.
everyone keeps asking me why i would want to do such a thing. i usually kind of shrug and say i dunno just to try something new. it's my short way of saying: i have been afraid of too many things for too long, i have held myself back from doing things because to put it simply it wasn't the safest or smartest or most legal thing to do, or it was something that others would not approve of. but i'm not living for anybody else anymore, it's my life and i'm going to do everything i possibly can to experience it. i refuse to be that person who gets to the end of the road and wishes they would have tried more things and taken more chances. I'm all about taking the chances and living with no regrets. that is why i am putting my fear aside and taking a chance
oh and by the way...your not the only one who thinks i am completely crazy. i think i'm kinda nuts for doing this as well but i know if i don't do it, i will regret it. hopefully all goes well and i'll be back to write again.
ahhh i can't decided if i'm excited or nervous or just plain stupid for willingly jumping out of a plane. my mother is not happy with me about the whole situation. it's not that she is necessarily upset i would just say she is more worried. when i reminded her i was going this saturday her response was "why are you telling me that?!?! I don't want to know until after you have done it!" haha. and now that tracey can't go i will be the only girl with ryan, bobby, brandon, beau, colten, justin, grant and kyle. better not tell my mom that haha.
so hopefully i survive and do not break any limbs. the pharmacists at working keep acting like it is going to be my last couple days alive and my sister thinks that i will break my legs because i can't even walk without tripping over things. yes, i know, it's wonderful how much faith everyone has in me. but that is ok i guess i will just prove everyone wrong.
everyone keeps asking me why i would want to do such a thing. i usually kind of shrug and say i dunno just to try something new. it's my short way of saying: i have been afraid of too many things for too long, i have held myself back from doing things because to put it simply it wasn't the safest or smartest or most legal thing to do, or it was something that others would not approve of. but i'm not living for anybody else anymore, it's my life and i'm going to do everything i possibly can to experience it. i refuse to be that person who gets to the end of the road and wishes they would have tried more things and taken more chances. I'm all about taking the chances and living with no regrets. that is why i am putting my fear aside and taking a chance
oh and by the way...your not the only one who thinks i am completely crazy. i think i'm kinda nuts for doing this as well but i know if i don't do it, i will regret it. hopefully all goes well and i'll be back to write again.