INTRO:
Yeah, really, I'm not just fucking with you. Honestly? I don't feel that I really have to explain myself too much because... Well, I think that if you just cannot see even the hint of possibility already, you're either not fond of the evol slash or one of those people that likes to pretend Peter wasn't a Marauder. Because the possibility is right there, plain as day. It's canon that Peter was a huge fanboy of James and it's only a short step from "I wish I was you" to "I wish I was with you". It's only a breeze ruffling the hair or a hand on the shoulder or a leisurely sprawl of lithe limbs away. And what better reason for betrayal than the idea that you've already been betrayed? What better reason to switch sides than a desperate heartache? It makes more sense to me this way than any other I've come across. In fact, it seems fairly perfect to me this way. Plus, you know, it's fucking creepy and makes me kick my feet with glee. fasljkds
I don't usually worry about significance (or making each song its own image, for that matter) when I do art but I did here because... I don't know why, I've been bored lately. Ahem. Traditionally, as most everyone knows, white is the color most often used to represent the good guys and black for the bad guys. I figure that, if you're going from Peter's point of view, he's probably not thinking that he's the bad guy in the equation because that's James. James is bad because James is the rejecter and Peter is good and only doing what he must. To actually think like that, though, you sort of have to have filters on yourself and your actions. You have to not be seeing what you do too clearly, you've got to be out of focus. But, really, I think James was probably always more sharply focused for Peter than anyone else in his life, including himself. So there's that.
Songs are in mp3 format. Enjoy! ♥
ART & MUSIC:
01. eagle*seagull, "your beauty is a knife i turn on my throat"
why should i assume the task/of desiring what i could not ask?/it's killing me/it's driving me crazy/and i think i'm getting lonely, oh
02. the departure, "the city blurs your eyes"
now i'm standing right beside you, i don't feel any closer/you tell me what's right or wrong and then turn away
03. the smiths, "what difference does it make?"
oh, the devil will find work for idle hands to do/i stole and then i lied just because you asked me to/but now you know the truth about me/you won't see me anymore/well, i'm still fond of you
04. dirty pretty things, "blood thirsty bastards"
my heels are all worn down/my loyalties are torn/i'm finding different paths now/i never saw before/and it hurts less every day/the paths lead me away/lead me away from those/blood thirsty bastards/making plans for no one/but themselves/in this world of disaster/i just need someone/for myself
05. archie bronson outfit, "cuckoo"
i won my war with a blood-stained nose/and i stand up here and i'm barely formed/just dust and lust, now measure my bones/just dust and lust, now measure my bones
06. the horrors, "count in fives"
i will cut you in half/i force you to divide, divide, divide/irrespective of the subject, i will make it apply/no matter what the object, i will count in fives/just tell me the location, i will stand outside/tally! tally!
07. kasabian, "empire"
swimming with the fishes while the serpent waves his tongue/with a belly full of splinters now you see that i'm the one/tell me that you've seen a ghost, i'll tell you what to fear the most
08. mclusky, "that man will not hang"
there's a story on a thimble, on a dimple, on a pea/and it's absolutely true until the end/when they pan out in the titles, we can see you're still alive/and the maitre d' is not your special friend
BONUS TRACK: rasputina, "hunter's kiss"
i have never been like this before/felt my body sinking to the grassy floor/no, i have never known a love like this/felt the flaming arrows of the hunter's kiss
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