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tonight was good i guess
i mean, i enjoyed myself, everybody was amazing
i laughed a lot
had a lot of fun
got drunk (3$ from half of meaghans vodka and the rest for FREEE??!?!)
smoked like a sailor, which isn't good but yeah
but at like 7 when i called jade i found out that my grandpa has brain cancer on top of having lung cancer.
i couldnt remove it from my mind
i've been waiting all night to leave just so i could fucking cry
i'm so upset
and im not going to work tomorrow
theres no way
i think i'm gonna quit
just so i can have time to see him
my time needs to be devoted to my papa
work & friends aren't as important.
my friends mean a lot to me, and i'm sorry if i offend any of you, but right now my friends are what i need, they make me happy......... they're a distraction
I'm sorry if you find being a disctration something as an insult
i cant believe it
last time i seen him was thanksgiving
i'm a bad fucking granddaughter
fuck i'm sorry papa.
i'm so upset
i dont want him to go, and i dont want him to go thinking i didn't care about him
i love my papa so much
oh my god
this is the worst day of my life
i enjoyed myself tonight
but i just want to be alone and fucking cry becuase this is terrible
i dont know what else to say but this is terrible
he doesnt deserve this......
he loves his family, he treats us right, he's lived a very hard life and shouldnt have to go through the pain he's going through and the guilt he feels for making his family so sad, its not his fault
he's an amazing person
yeah i'm going
bye
i mean, i enjoyed myself, everybody was amazing
i laughed a lot
had a lot of fun
got drunk (3$ from half of meaghans vodka and the rest for FREEE??!?!)
smoked like a sailor, which isn't good but yeah
but at like 7 when i called jade i found out that my grandpa has brain cancer on top of having lung cancer.
i couldnt remove it from my mind
i've been waiting all night to leave just so i could fucking cry
i'm so upset
and im not going to work tomorrow
theres no way
i think i'm gonna quit
just so i can have time to see him
my time needs to be devoted to my papa
work & friends aren't as important.
my friends mean a lot to me, and i'm sorry if i offend any of you, but right now my friends are what i need, they make me happy......... they're a distraction
I'm sorry if you find being a disctration something as an insult
i cant believe it
last time i seen him was thanksgiving
i'm a bad fucking granddaughter
fuck i'm sorry papa.
i'm so upset
i dont want him to go, and i dont want him to go thinking i didn't care about him
i love my papa so much
oh my god
this is the worst day of my life
i enjoyed myself tonight
but i just want to be alone and fucking cry becuase this is terrible
i dont know what else to say but this is terrible
he doesnt deserve this......
he loves his family, he treats us right, he's lived a very hard life and shouldnt have to go through the pain he's going through and the guilt he feels for making his family so sad, its not his fault
he's an amazing person
yeah i'm going
bye