beautiful boy

Jul 20, 2005 21:46

they let me out and said
try to be a beautiful and well intentioned boy
well my intentions arent so beautiful anymore

in fact they are quite the opposite
relics that rest upon your head
are constant reminders that i must continue to move one...
one hundred and fifty words past the deadline
i try to justify just a few more before i send it in

this piece is over

i checked the whole thing for gramatical errors
and you might be surprised just how many i found
like lies fresh on the page, the ink smears into something
completely different

apparently words and definitions are used more loosely where you have gone to
but here they still mean the same thing

a sheet of paper
non-recycled and perfectly bare
stares me in the eyes, daring me to blemish
the beauty of virgin lines
WHORING themselves out to whomever winks the right eye
in an intoxicated heaven of blinking babies.

meet the paerents
i dare you

i have done it a few times, and on several occasions came close
to losing my life.

what is this new sensation i feel?
degragation of past beliefs that only lead
to happiness.

i have spent too much on you already
time and money
and well...

...they finally let me out today
and said try to be a beautiful
and well intentioned boy
well these intentions arent so beautiful anymore.
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