"my heart is stuck with you."
-no use
*very big melodramatic sigh*
i'm ridiculously tired, but i'm gonna post anyway.
ok, so last night kenny and i went to the enclave.. we hung out for a while, played scrabble, the usual.
we ended up at the park (also as usual), and we're sitting by the river and he's like 'is something going on?' and i made sure i was still breathing and said i didn't know what he was talking about, so he dropped it. he brought it up again later, but i again somehow got out of it.
we went to the playground and were sitting on that little swinging bridge that connects the two big jungle gyms, and he was laying across it when i got back from getting my coat, so i plopped down on it too, even though it was cold and hard and not a very smart place to lie down at all.
he was like 'pick up your head, this thing sucks' so he put his arm around me, and we ended up cuddling on this bridge until like 11:30. we had a really good conversation, and it was awesome that we could just shut the fuck up for two seconds and it wasn't awkward. he told me that he's really liked hanging out with me lately, and i said something stupid to the effect of 'me too'.
we finally decided that we should leave or we'd both fall asleep there, so we got up, and while we were walking back to the car he puts his arm around me and says something lame about keeping warm or some shit. he also said he needed a 'post-cuddle cigarette' which i thought was cute. (ps- i'm slowly convincing him to quit smoking)
i fell asleep on the way home... but just.. yeah. last night was really, really cool.
he called me today and we went to the thrift store in streetsboro, and then to steak n shake.
we're sitting in the booth and he's like 'so yeah.. i think there's some stuff we need to talk about.'
i was just kinda like yeah.. this is gonna suck.
he said that he's really into me, and he's had a great time hanging out with me, but he can't do the whole relationship thing right now, but he wants to keep this up, and we can just kinda see what happens.
i was slightly disappointed, but at least there's still some little chance for something to happen.
*crosses fingers*
so yeah, we're hanging out tomorrow.. i don't know if i should bring shit up or not.
kinda stressed about this.
ok, more than kinda.
i'm really tired. maybe i should just sleep on this.
yeah.
*very big melodramatic sigh*
i'm ridiculously tired, but i'm gonna post anyway.
ok, so last night kenny and i went to the enclave.. we hung out for a while, played scrabble, the usual.
we ended up at the park (also as usual), and we're sitting by the river and he's like 'is something going on?' and i made sure i was still breathing and said i didn't know what he was talking about, so he dropped it. he brought it up again later, but i again somehow got out of it.
we went to the playground and were sitting on that little swinging bridge that connects the two big jungle gyms, and he was laying across it when i got back from getting my coat, so i plopped down on it too, even though it was cold and hard and not a very smart place to lie down at all.
he was like 'pick up your head, this thing sucks' so he put his arm around me, and we ended up cuddling on this bridge until like 11:30. we had a really good conversation, and it was awesome that we could just shut the fuck up for two seconds and it wasn't awkward. he told me that he's really liked hanging out with me lately, and i said something stupid to the effect of 'me too'.
we finally decided that we should leave or we'd both fall asleep there, so we got up, and while we were walking back to the car he puts his arm around me and says something lame about keeping warm or some shit. he also said he needed a 'post-cuddle cigarette' which i thought was cute. (ps- i'm slowly convincing him to quit smoking)
i fell asleep on the way home... but just.. yeah. last night was really, really cool.
he called me today and we went to the thrift store in streetsboro, and then to steak n shake.
we're sitting in the booth and he's like 'so yeah.. i think there's some stuff we need to talk about.'
i was just kinda like yeah.. this is gonna suck.
he said that he's really into me, and he's had a great time hanging out with me, but he can't do the whole relationship thing right now, but he wants to keep this up, and we can just kinda see what happens.
i was slightly disappointed, but at least there's still some little chance for something to happen.
*crosses fingers*
so yeah, we're hanging out tomorrow.. i don't know if i should bring shit up or not.
kinda stressed about this.
ok, more than kinda.
i'm really tired. maybe i should just sleep on this.
yeah.