"... and you haven't given up on me, and you haven't forgotten me."

[threechordpunk]

-against me!

ok, god dammit!

i'll admit it.

i like kenny.

a lot.

fuck.

amy said that he told her he has a thing for me too... but for some reason nothing's happening.

jesus christ, as soon as convince myself that ryan isn't the perfect person i've built him up to be, i start liking someone else. what the fuck...

it's just strange that ken's been right there for so long, and up until very recently, i thought he hated me. but it's also only been very recently that he stopped acting like a prick around me and let me see that he really is an amazing person. huh. i'm just kind of confused about all this and i need to stop thinking about it.

what the hell.. i don't know what's going to come of this. hopefully something good. i'm up for seeing what happens if he is.

he just has to make the first move. .. i'm not sure why.. but.. he just does.

gah.

this stresses me out.

PS- big thank you to all my girls who left me nice comments for my last post, you cheered me up muchly, like you always do. i love you!