happy- reflections cont.
I don't think I managed to convey my feelings in my last post- just why they are possible. I feel like Topher and I are capable of being on a 2-person ship through life together. That is the image I get. Yes, we both have much that we want to do apart from each other, and many friends and projects, but I feel a sense of comfortable union that I
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I was feeling like so many people who were may not have been as naturally talented as I in some areas, but who had so much more focus and determination had lept ahead of me over the years and taken up their lives well where I had not. FOund people, etc. But life it far too twisty a path for us to think that way. You never know what will bring you to the place best suited to you, or what changes might make you better suited to a new place.
Learn, grow, be open to life... and it will come.
As for fear... sometimes facing it isn't about going off and doing what you are afraid of, but looking at the fear and admiting it's there first. You know it's there, but maybe sitting with it awhile would be good. Also, being wild and passionate is not always what's best for you, and your instincts may be poking you. No, never let fear drive your decisions, but like pain, it can be a signal that there's something to examine.
HUGS. Miss you too lady. When are you coming out?
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