on his face is a map of the world.
i'm not in the greatest of moods for some reason, so don't read this if you don't want to listen to me whine.
i feel sick. my head hurts, and i'm tired. so unbelievably tired. my head hurts, and i keep getting these strange 5 second fits of dizziness. my throat hurts, and i can't breathe. i don't want to go to school tomorrow, but i have a match. although, i don't really want to go to that either. i want to go to sleep, but i still haveto read 40 pages of One Flew Over the Blahblahblah. I also have to do a powerpoint presentation for chemistry. =/
so.. some news on christmas. the only way he can be there is if we open gifts on christmas eve. and i guess that's not so bad. but for some reason, it makes me want to cry. we'll still eat dinner without him.
..........i don't think i've ever wanted to cry over him before. it's stupid on my part because i know he has to go. but i can't help it that i'm selfish. i want him there, but i guess half of the christmas "celebration" is better than none at all, so i'm glad for that.
i might as well go do something productive..
uuuuugh my head hurts.
i feel sick. my head hurts, and i'm tired. so unbelievably tired. my head hurts, and i keep getting these strange 5 second fits of dizziness. my throat hurts, and i can't breathe. i don't want to go to school tomorrow, but i have a match. although, i don't really want to go to that either. i want to go to sleep, but i still haveto read 40 pages of One Flew Over the Blahblahblah. I also have to do a powerpoint presentation for chemistry. =/
so.. some news on christmas. the only way he can be there is if we open gifts on christmas eve. and i guess that's not so bad. but for some reason, it makes me want to cry. we'll still eat dinner without him.
..........i don't think i've ever wanted to cry over him before. it's stupid on my part because i know he has to go. but i can't help it that i'm selfish. i want him there, but i guess half of the christmas "celebration" is better than none at all, so i'm glad for that.
i might as well go do something productive..
uuuuugh my head hurts.