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i stood there, in the midst of the bittersweet emotion and intensity that filled the air. i leaned up against the wall and closed my eyes. i thought about how i felt, right then and there. i thought about how many different things ive felt in the past month. i thought about what the future may hold. and i took a deep breath.
ive been staying pretty busy and its been helping things for the most part. the medicine has done wonders as well, i would say. ive just tried not to think about anything too much. if i did, i would probably get myself down. everything is up in the air. nothing is certain or definite in this life. im just taking one day at a time and trying to have as much fun everyday as possible. each day has its own interesting twist, and its never anything i had in mind really. but im begining to see that you can have whatever you want in your mind, but it might not be the same as what someone else has in theirs. you have to be yourself; you have to let yourself be free.
the medicine makes me really sleepy, which explains the lack of updates on here. i dont spend nearly as much time as i used to online. i sleep any chance i get, which isnt too often, but when i can its what im doing. so, im going to go do that now.
if anyone reads this, please post something today. i feel like im alone on livejournal. i want to read about what's going on in your life as well, because i care.
ive been staying pretty busy and its been helping things for the most part. the medicine has done wonders as well, i would say. ive just tried not to think about anything too much. if i did, i would probably get myself down. everything is up in the air. nothing is certain or definite in this life. im just taking one day at a time and trying to have as much fun everyday as possible. each day has its own interesting twist, and its never anything i had in mind really. but im begining to see that you can have whatever you want in your mind, but it might not be the same as what someone else has in theirs. you have to be yourself; you have to let yourself be free.
the medicine makes me really sleepy, which explains the lack of updates on here. i dont spend nearly as much time as i used to online. i sleep any chance i get, which isnt too often, but when i can its what im doing. so, im going to go do that now.
if anyone reads this, please post something today. i feel like im alone on livejournal. i want to read about what's going on in your life as well, because i care.