hope your last goodbye is really your last goodbye
i know i haven't updated in a while but that's because i didn't feel like it plus i've actually been somewhat busy this past week.
i barely went to school last week due to fcat and i am missing today because of some reading test but the real excuse is because i just don't want to go. besides, three day weekends are so much better than two. lol. i don't know what i'm going to do about graduating because at this point it doesn't seem like i will be able to graduate on time. in order for me to even rainbow graduate, i'd have to take two classes in summer school because my guidance counselor will allow me to do so, plus pass this year, and STILL have to go back next year but only for a bit. i believe after one class, i get to go home or something like that. now, i realize i fucked up all five years of high school. lol. i don't need anyone telling me this because it's my life i fucking live it being a screw up so im quite aware of that. honestly, i think leaving fucking high school soon and going to get my ged will be a lot better. i know, to everyone else it sounds like a terrible idea but not everyone else is me and in my position. it's a lot easier to tell me to just graduate but if you're not in my situation, then you're just running your mouth. besides, i've always stated that i hated high school, well dp anyway. i never cared for it, nor the students, the teachers, administrators, basically everything there. there are some exceptions but very few. basically, i should have been in another environment a long time ago but for some reason i stayed mostly because of my mom who wants me to get an education but is failing to realize that not everyone is going to recieve the same education even if they are taught the exact same thing. you think she'd know this seeing how she works at a community college. i should just fucking go to mid florida, get my ged, get a job, and call it a fucking day. enough of this bullshit.
alright, well i'm done ranting about that. ummm, this weekend was pretty good. jess came over around 9 or 9:30 on saturday and we basically spent the whole day together. it was really nice because i never get to spend enough time with jess. now, she's home again and i'm not seeing her. basically, i feel like i'm being pimped. she sees me enough just to shut me up then runs off and does her own thing, as usual. nothing new and people wonder why i stay pissed. i stay pissed because people don't give a fuck and expect me too.
hmmm, well there is more i can say but im not going to. bye.
peace out girl scout
i barely went to school last week due to fcat and i am missing today because of some reading test but the real excuse is because i just don't want to go. besides, three day weekends are so much better than two. lol. i don't know what i'm going to do about graduating because at this point it doesn't seem like i will be able to graduate on time. in order for me to even rainbow graduate, i'd have to take two classes in summer school because my guidance counselor will allow me to do so, plus pass this year, and STILL have to go back next year but only for a bit. i believe after one class, i get to go home or something like that. now, i realize i fucked up all five years of high school. lol. i don't need anyone telling me this because it's my life i fucking live it being a screw up so im quite aware of that. honestly, i think leaving fucking high school soon and going to get my ged will be a lot better. i know, to everyone else it sounds like a terrible idea but not everyone else is me and in my position. it's a lot easier to tell me to just graduate but if you're not in my situation, then you're just running your mouth. besides, i've always stated that i hated high school, well dp anyway. i never cared for it, nor the students, the teachers, administrators, basically everything there. there are some exceptions but very few. basically, i should have been in another environment a long time ago but for some reason i stayed mostly because of my mom who wants me to get an education but is failing to realize that not everyone is going to recieve the same education even if they are taught the exact same thing. you think she'd know this seeing how she works at a community college. i should just fucking go to mid florida, get my ged, get a job, and call it a fucking day. enough of this bullshit.
alright, well i'm done ranting about that. ummm, this weekend was pretty good. jess came over around 9 or 9:30 on saturday and we basically spent the whole day together. it was really nice because i never get to spend enough time with jess. now, she's home again and i'm not seeing her. basically, i feel like i'm being pimped. she sees me enough just to shut me up then runs off and does her own thing, as usual. nothing new and people wonder why i stay pissed. i stay pissed because people don't give a fuck and expect me too.
hmmm, well there is more i can say but im not going to. bye.
peace out girl scout