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[thispainedbliss]

i dont want to talk about it. i dont want to think about it. i want it to all to drown in every tear i've shed. to make its ears bleed with every scream i forced myself to silence. i want to rip this heart out and watch it splatter upon the concrete. i want these flashbacks and these voices to fade. to go mute and colorless. i dont want them

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[raverpinoy911]

i don't think that's selfish at all *huggles* we're all allowed to wanna be cuddled

::puts head on ur shoulder::

[thispainedbliss]

yeah. but when its over sum1 else i dont wanna be all "hold me i'm crying over my ex give me comfort" and stuff. know what i mean? doesnt feel rite. it reminds me of shit she did with me back in the day. i hated how it felt. i'm jsut scared of doing it myself. ...if u get what i mean. i doubt u do cuz i barely get it ::slouch:: nevermind...