I guess it's better u trapper urself in ur own way...
I woke up around 9 cuz i just didnt fuckin feel like sleepin. I'm too wide awake when i wake up anyway. i was dying for waffles. oh man. i've been dying for them all week ::bites fist:: I had to make dad sum breakfast/tea and drop ish off at the bank. so lauren came to pick me up. but dad bitched about shit. he was like WHERE DO U THINK UR GOING?! [mom needs me to go to the bank and bring sumthing up to NDA. then me and lauren are gonna grab a bite to eat...] One day and ur starting with this hankypanky already?! dont make it an everyday thing again. ur gonna get into another fight. u hear me?! [::choke:: yeah... i'll c u later.]" Well, wtvr. everyone's cranky today. oh well.
it took us forever to get the bank shit done. i felt so bad. i had to go to 4 banks. thats y i wanted to drive ::shrug:: dad would have probably said sumn about that too. uh, lauren turned chain smoker/anti-food on me. so she's on a model diet regardless of what she said >_< EAT SUMN, WOMAN! like, her boobs even lost weight! what the shit?! its jsut wrong!! We got to IHOP. I got my belgian waffles(!!) and hashbrowns n chocomiwk ::cheeze:: she drove me home to get my car... i noticed she took the tree frogs i gave her off her keychain. to be honest that shot rite thru me. i left her duck on... and her rings are with it. then she put on SOTY and their songs jsut bring back shit. thought-wise. so i sorta mood dropped and wanted to cry so badly. but eh. it passed.
i got my bro. my sis had a Girl Scouts promotion jammie. my mom was flippin out about being late and shit. wtvr. chyllax. this girl Tayler has a crush on Ali. She was blushing and shit when she waved to him. it was adorable. i was sitting there looking at these lil girls and i can tell what kind of chicks their gonna be when they get older ::shakes head:: Theres this girl, Lauren. She's the tallest, real quiet. nice hair and stuff. she seems out of the group all the time. she doesnt say much, no one really talks to her. i jsut wnt to hug her sumtimes. i hope she doesnt turn into the girl in the corner who doodles in her book while the rest of the class is doing a project. or the girl who sits in the middle of everyone at lunch but is still so alone. no child should feel like that. alone. ::sigh::
the girls were teasing my bro cuz he was the only boy who ewnt there. he makes a BIG idiot out of himself when girls are involved cuz he tries showing off. ::shakes head:: he's startin in already...
we dropped more stuff off at the bank and came home. the kids were miserable cuz they were hungry. mom was cranky. she was saying she wanted to sleep cuz she woke up early and i slept til 11. um, if i recall correctly i got up around 730 and woke all of u's up b4 i went back to bed. in which case i got up again rite after u brought the kids to school @ 9. 11? right. i havnt woken up after 9 in a while. so just, dont go assuming things.
I feel like spilling my heart out. . . im gonna swallow it and choke on it for now, tho.
cheers.
it took us forever to get the bank shit done. i felt so bad. i had to go to 4 banks. thats y i wanted to drive ::shrug:: dad would have probably said sumn about that too. uh, lauren turned chain smoker/anti-food on me. so she's on a model diet regardless of what she said >_< EAT SUMN, WOMAN! like, her boobs even lost weight! what the shit?! its jsut wrong!! We got to IHOP. I got my belgian waffles(!!) and hashbrowns n chocomiwk ::cheeze:: she drove me home to get my car... i noticed she took the tree frogs i gave her off her keychain. to be honest that shot rite thru me. i left her duck on... and her rings are with it. then she put on SOTY and their songs jsut bring back shit. thought-wise. so i sorta mood dropped and wanted to cry so badly. but eh. it passed.
i got my bro. my sis had a Girl Scouts promotion jammie. my mom was flippin out about being late and shit. wtvr. chyllax. this girl Tayler has a crush on Ali. She was blushing and shit when she waved to him. it was adorable. i was sitting there looking at these lil girls and i can tell what kind of chicks their gonna be when they get older ::shakes head:: Theres this girl, Lauren. She's the tallest, real quiet. nice hair and stuff. she seems out of the group all the time. she doesnt say much, no one really talks to her. i jsut wnt to hug her sumtimes. i hope she doesnt turn into the girl in the corner who doodles in her book while the rest of the class is doing a project. or the girl who sits in the middle of everyone at lunch but is still so alone. no child should feel like that. alone. ::sigh::
the girls were teasing my bro cuz he was the only boy who ewnt there. he makes a BIG idiot out of himself when girls are involved cuz he tries showing off. ::shakes head:: he's startin in already...
we dropped more stuff off at the bank and came home. the kids were miserable cuz they were hungry. mom was cranky. she was saying she wanted to sleep cuz she woke up early and i slept til 11. um, if i recall correctly i got up around 730 and woke all of u's up b4 i went back to bed. in which case i got up again rite after u brought the kids to school @ 9. 11? right. i havnt woken up after 9 in a while. so just, dont go assuming things.
I feel like spilling my heart out. . . im gonna swallow it and choke on it for now, tho.
cheers.