say your okay.......your the one thing i cant change.
its been awile..like a year or something...not really like a few monthes.
i prolly wouldnt even have written...but this week has just been so fucking horrible...
its so weird...my friend ashley was killed in a horrible horrible single car accident last week. all car accidents involving death are obviously horrible...but this one was just strange. it was her and two other guys in the car...the driver survived...eric was killed on impact and ashley survived impact...she was talking and seemed okay...but she had two broken legs...and was bleeding from on of them...they could have fucking saved her but they couldnt get air flight in fast enough.
the reason its so weird is that the guy who was driving...she NEVER hangs out with...none of us even know who he is. it was her day off...and she NEVER gets up and going before 3 pm on days off...and this happend at 10 in the morning...they had no reason to be where they were....it just all seems so random. shes only fuckin 20 years old...her and her boyfriend were getting ready to be married...i took her home from work all the time...and we would hang out....
everyone i see looks like her and i keep hearing her voice...its just so fucking sad. she never had a bad thing to say about anyone...and she was forever trying to make me laugh. i guess what im trying to come to terms with is when its your time...its your fucking time. it doesnt matter who you are or where your going...when its over its over. she just had so many loose ends....
her boyfriend is a mess....i wish there was something someone could say. death is a horrible...ugly fucking thing. but i guess she's safe now.
ughhhhh.sad.
i prolly wouldnt even have written...but this week has just been so fucking horrible...
its so weird...my friend ashley was killed in a horrible horrible single car accident last week. all car accidents involving death are obviously horrible...but this one was just strange. it was her and two other guys in the car...the driver survived...eric was killed on impact and ashley survived impact...she was talking and seemed okay...but she had two broken legs...and was bleeding from on of them...they could have fucking saved her but they couldnt get air flight in fast enough.
the reason its so weird is that the guy who was driving...she NEVER hangs out with...none of us even know who he is. it was her day off...and she NEVER gets up and going before 3 pm on days off...and this happend at 10 in the morning...they had no reason to be where they were....it just all seems so random. shes only fuckin 20 years old...her and her boyfriend were getting ready to be married...i took her home from work all the time...and we would hang out....
everyone i see looks like her and i keep hearing her voice...its just so fucking sad. she never had a bad thing to say about anyone...and she was forever trying to make me laugh. i guess what im trying to come to terms with is when its your time...its your fucking time. it doesnt matter who you are or where your going...when its over its over. she just had so many loose ends....
her boyfriend is a mess....i wish there was something someone could say. death is a horrible...ugly fucking thing. but i guess she's safe now.
ughhhhh.sad.