we'll the rain keeps on coming down. it feels like a flood in my hair..
i still dont know whats going to happen. with him and whatever else is going to go on with my life. and i think now im kind of realizing that its okay. i also see that if i wanted him so much and thought that he wanted me dont u think that he would be trying to figure things out like i am? and he isnt. so that makes me feel GREAT. i get why i should be over him. and i am so close. i just need a couple days without talking to him or seeing him and that should be easy sense we are still on x-mas break. oh yes happy new years to all!. god. im so terrfied to go back to school. everything i have been avoiding to do. like getting my gardes up talking to counselers etc. i am going to have to do. oh what fun. i will get my life back on track. i know i will. it has already gone crazy which was the easy part. the part i dont want to come but has to come is when i have to fix it...i think the first thing i should do though is do what i want to do..whats right. even if it means not hanging out with friends..or not being with my current boy of my dreams..those things arent going to matter when im older right? i have plenty of time to find that one special boy. or party with my friends..
so. first day of school is also the first day of getting my life back on track..
"Well, the rain keeps on coming down It feels like a flood in my head And that road keeps on calling me Screaming to everything lying ahead And it's a winding road I've been walking for a long time I still don't know Where it goes And it's a long way home I've been searching for a long time I still have hope I'm gonna find my way home And I can see a little house On top of the hill And I can smell the ocean The salt in the air And I can see you You're standing there And you're washing your car And I can see California sun in your hair
And its a winding road I've been walking for a long time Still don't know
Where it goes And it's a long way home I've been searching for a long time Still have hope I'm gonna find my way home All these dreams took me so far And I felt I just couldn't go on And I want to hang Out the window of your car And see just how good this baby can run 'Cause it's a winding road I've been walking for a long time And I still don't know Where it goes And it's a long way home I've been searching for a long time Still have hope We're gonna find our way home It's a winding road Still have hope One day we'll find our way home It's a long way home I've been searching for a long time Still have hope
We're gonna find our way home...It's a long way home"
so. first day of school is also the first day of getting my life back on track..
"Well, the rain keeps on coming down It feels like a flood in my head And that road keeps on calling me Screaming to everything lying ahead And it's a winding road I've been walking for a long time I still don't know Where it goes And it's a long way home I've been searching for a long time I still have hope I'm gonna find my way home And I can see a little house On top of the hill And I can smell the ocean The salt in the air And I can see you You're standing there And you're washing your car And I can see California sun in your hair
And its a winding road I've been walking for a long time Still don't know
Where it goes And it's a long way home I've been searching for a long time Still have hope I'm gonna find my way home All these dreams took me so far And I felt I just couldn't go on And I want to hang Out the window of your car And see just how good this baby can run 'Cause it's a winding road I've been walking for a long time And I still don't know Where it goes And it's a long way home I've been searching for a long time Still have hope We're gonna find our way home It's a winding road Still have hope One day we'll find our way home It's a long way home I've been searching for a long time Still have hope
We're gonna find our way home...It's a long way home"