what do you think id see, if i could walk away from me
Uhh yeah I'm tired. Talked to Jessica this morning for a few min. didn't say much to each other cause we both just woke up. We have a lot of silent conversations. Yeah so i said some things last night, that came across the wrong way, i feel really really bad. uhh all i want is for you not to look down on me, all i want is your love, and to be able to love you. This doesnt really make much sense, some of it is from a dream. but i know, i know I love you Jessica. I know you are the one I will spend the rest of my life with. Understand that when I make you feel bad, It makes me feel bad, I do not want you to feel like you can't tell me when that happens. It makes me feel like the worst person in the world when I inadvertantly do something to hurt you. I need to make it right. I have my problems, you know that. I need you, I need you to make them right. Without you I am nothing. I am the tinniest speck compared to you. I feel as if i am not good enough for you sometimes, but i try i have to try to give you the best, I can not lose you. If it was not for you coming into my life, I might not be here right now. I love you Jessica, with all of my heart, I know that you know that.
Exams this week, tomorrow 1st adn 3rd, Biblical history and Law, gotta work tonight, hopefully I will get to spend time with her. I need to.
I hope that this does not come across the wrong way. I dunno uhh, yeah so here it is. Sometimes i wish i could not listen to my mind, and i could just follow my heart. I over analyze things, think too much, my heart is true. You have my heart, for always...
Every night, every noon, every day I cry
The morning comes, the weekends go, time seems to fly by
Your voice still echoes, inside my head, I wonder why I even try
Its not your fault, its all my guilt, I even think I could die
We arent here, lying there, looking up at the sky
You ask me questions, I answer them, giving you a peice of mind
Red blue black, answers I can not find
New haircut, same old clothes, same person everytime
Dont look down on me
Dont look away from me
Dont tell me what you had in mind
Dont look down on me
Dont look away from me
And tell me why im so far behind
Maybe your wrong, maybe im right, who knows this very night
Hold your pillows, close your eyes, dont shiver or cry
Look at me, looking at you, listen to what you knew
I try too hard, you cry too hard, wish we didnt have to
Start the car, hit the gas real hard, head back against the seat
80 miles an hour, 30 tears a second, stopsigns are illusions
Stop suttly, laugh suddenly, Ive made my conclusion
Dont look down on me
Dont look away from me
Dont tell me what you had in mind
Dont look down on me
Dont look away from me
And tell me why im so far behind
Is it worth it, are you worth it, Am I absent
Hijak my mind, leave it behind, let my heart find
Ask no questions, say no answers, leave it all behind
You leave me, I miss you, was it ever true
Bright lights, long streets, diluted when you leave
I only see reflections, shadows in the dark, thoughts in the sky
Stretch the truth, make it true, i still only see you
Get rid of these thoughts, make it stop, to the ground I drop
I weap, you dont miss me, It ended suttley
Traffic in my mind, cant concentrate, It wont just wait
Take this pen, take the pad, let it flow gently
Last straw, last time, its all fine
I understand, its all so clear, nothing to find
Dont look down on me
Dont look away from me
Dont tell me what you had in mind
Dont look down on me
Dont look away from me
And tell me why im so far behind
Exams this week, tomorrow 1st adn 3rd, Biblical history and Law, gotta work tonight, hopefully I will get to spend time with her. I need to.
I hope that this does not come across the wrong way. I dunno uhh, yeah so here it is. Sometimes i wish i could not listen to my mind, and i could just follow my heart. I over analyze things, think too much, my heart is true. You have my heart, for always...
Every night, every noon, every day I cry
The morning comes, the weekends go, time seems to fly by
Your voice still echoes, inside my head, I wonder why I even try
Its not your fault, its all my guilt, I even think I could die
We arent here, lying there, looking up at the sky
You ask me questions, I answer them, giving you a peice of mind
Red blue black, answers I can not find
New haircut, same old clothes, same person everytime
Dont look down on me
Dont look away from me
Dont tell me what you had in mind
Dont look down on me
Dont look away from me
And tell me why im so far behind
Maybe your wrong, maybe im right, who knows this very night
Hold your pillows, close your eyes, dont shiver or cry
Look at me, looking at you, listen to what you knew
I try too hard, you cry too hard, wish we didnt have to
Start the car, hit the gas real hard, head back against the seat
80 miles an hour, 30 tears a second, stopsigns are illusions
Stop suttly, laugh suddenly, Ive made my conclusion
Dont look down on me
Dont look away from me
Dont tell me what you had in mind
Dont look down on me
Dont look away from me
And tell me why im so far behind
Is it worth it, are you worth it, Am I absent
Hijak my mind, leave it behind, let my heart find
Ask no questions, say no answers, leave it all behind
You leave me, I miss you, was it ever true
Bright lights, long streets, diluted when you leave
I only see reflections, shadows in the dark, thoughts in the sky
Stretch the truth, make it true, i still only see you
Get rid of these thoughts, make it stop, to the ground I drop
I weap, you dont miss me, It ended suttley
Traffic in my mind, cant concentrate, It wont just wait
Take this pen, take the pad, let it flow gently
Last straw, last time, its all fine
I understand, its all so clear, nothing to find
Dont look down on me
Dont look away from me
Dont tell me what you had in mind
Dont look down on me
Dont look away from me
And tell me why im so far behind