hey my new livejournal name is incidental_love. im gonna make it friends only im pretty sure, so if u wanna be added comment on my entry there. ok? sweet.

I just wanted to let you all know i'm not dead ( Read more... )

its getting so much easier, thank god ( Read more... )

so i dont want to write a huge entry about new years eve, or a long list of my resolutions ( Read more... )

i love the boy.

and i really really really really really really REALLY miss ERIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (cant wait til wednesday)

love, amy

so christmas is kind of depressing, and it hasnt even started here yet. waiting for mom to get home from work. its good to see randi though. shes all pregnant, its kind of weird. but im happy for her. shes a cute pregnant girl. and i miss dustin a little. but whatever, ill get over it. we've just grown apart i guess. and i cant wait to go to erics ( Read more... )

he came to see me at work yesterday. that made me very very happy. i miss him a lot. and i was so worried about him. i still am i suppose, it was just good to see him okay. it was nice to talk to him, and hug him, and just sit with him. he makes me happy. i hope he knows that he is special to me.

its been a strange day. ive had a lot of quiet, alone time. time to think. i hate it. i dont like thinking...it only makes me sad. especially when im thinking about you. but im ok.ill be ok. as long as i see you once in a while. ill be fine. and so will you. you told me it would all work out. im holding you to that promise.

wow. we are a dangerous combonation sometimes. but i like it. thank you for being there for me. i love you.

-meme

i never update this anymore. im never online i guess. soon ill have internet in my room and ill probably annoy the hell out of everyone because ill be writing so much. things have been good. ive been having fun. my parents have been gone all week....theyre coming home sunday. so thats been a nice little vacation. works been getting stressful for ( Read more... )