Holism was made up by a low-life who wanted to validate his uselessness.

[thisisnotmylj]

ShitshitShitshitShitshitShitshit!I went to try to get a new passport today. The bitch tells me i need to have a police report stating that my passport was reported lost or stolen and that i need to make an appointment. I didn't have a police report because when i reported it lost in the u.s. they refused to give me one and said that i wouldn't need

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damn! i can smell the frustration from here, and yet it seems like things are still slowly going forward. i'm certain that your persistance will pay off as well. as they say, "the squeaking wheel gets the oil"...but they also say, "the the nail that stands out gets hammered", so i guess it's a bit of a gamble.
at the very least it seems that you're completely single minded about getting out of there. i like to see that, because i know you can do anything you set your mind to do, and i pity anyone who tries to stand between you and what you want.
i've always admired you for that, not it's always something good you're after. it still shows a bit about your character.
ok, i'll stop sonding like your guidance counselor now.
i can't blame you for being exhausted, i'd be surprised if you weren't.
halloween is a cool holiiday, and just happens to be the day before my birthday, so naturally it's a favorite of mine.
anyway, i'm glad to hear that you're coming back. it's been a nightmare trying to catch you online when you're half a day ahead of me.

[thisisnotmylj]

i know, the time difference destroyed all my relationships. i've lost contact with people i used to talk to daily and it makes me sad. but soon i will be back on regular time. You know my computer has always been on florida time because i never could change it. now i don't have to change it ever! haha.

anyway, you didn't say the word but i think it's implied. i'm stubborn as all fuck. when i want something, it's pointless to try to convince me to do something else. I think my parents realized this and that's why they aren't trying to keep me in israel any more. they really didn't want to let me go but i've got my mind made up and nobody can stop me now.

even though i slept a little, it was such a crappy sleep and i still feel exhausted. i feel like i didn't sleep at all. oh well. i'm so out of my mind with so many different things that it doesn't even matter! i'm so excited by the idea of going back to the u.s. and all the things i can and will do when i get there that nothing can really bring me down now. hehe. i'm high on possibilities.