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shits been crazy lately!
school started 1 1/2 weeks ago, so thats going pretty well. i've met a couple cool kids, but im not nearly as social as i was last year. i like my classes as well, but i still hate school because i suck at it, quite a bit.
i've been skateboarding a lot more lately, and i love it. i got a new job at the YMCA here in wareham as the skatepark attendant, so i get paid to skate. it doesn't get much better than that. i have to give lessons too, and i've taught so many kids how to do things, and they're so happy when they can do it on their own. i love watching them get excited to show their parents what i taught them and stuff like that. its defintely a very rewarding feeling. one kid told his mom that i was the brother he never had the other day, and i couldn't help but smile. she told me that, and for the rest of the day i was in such a good mood. i love the feeling of making an impact on someone's life, even if it is as small as teaching them how to drop in on a halfpipe or something.
lately i've been thinking a ton about my future and such. i've grown sick of massachusetts, and i'd love to move to california or texas. i know so many awesome people in both those states, and i'd love to live with them. i think it'd be a great experience as well. the only things that are holding me back are through words, have heart and guns up. the very few people here in MA i can actually call my real friends are a big part of me staying here too, but there are also so many fake people over here, and way too many of them call themselves my friends, but all they do is talk shit about me behind my back. fuck that.
on another note, i hung out with greg and dan from guns up yesterday in boston. we met up with pat at his dorm and went to some lame ass party. greg slept over pats dorm, and me and dan left. i was going to sleep over his house but then i remembered i told shawn peaslee that i told him i'd go surfing with him today (which never happened). we went to the T station and sat there for a while, waiting for the train. little did we know what was about to happen...
dan and i walked across the entire city of boston. not just part of it. not just a few blocks. we didn't take the T to one part then walk the rest. we walked across the entire fucking city. THE WHOLE THING. from the fenway T station to sullivan square. it took us about 2 1/2 hours or so to do it too. we missed the last T, so we had to walk. we were NOT going to pay tons of money for a cab, either. it was fun though. i didn't have a problem doing it. we talked a lot about everything, so that was really cool. i had fun doing it. i love that fucking kid so much.
okay, thats enough of this post. sorry i just made you read my fucking problems. hate me now. until my next lame post...have a wonderful life.
-justin
school started 1 1/2 weeks ago, so thats going pretty well. i've met a couple cool kids, but im not nearly as social as i was last year. i like my classes as well, but i still hate school because i suck at it, quite a bit.
i've been skateboarding a lot more lately, and i love it. i got a new job at the YMCA here in wareham as the skatepark attendant, so i get paid to skate. it doesn't get much better than that. i have to give lessons too, and i've taught so many kids how to do things, and they're so happy when they can do it on their own. i love watching them get excited to show their parents what i taught them and stuff like that. its defintely a very rewarding feeling. one kid told his mom that i was the brother he never had the other day, and i couldn't help but smile. she told me that, and for the rest of the day i was in such a good mood. i love the feeling of making an impact on someone's life, even if it is as small as teaching them how to drop in on a halfpipe or something.
lately i've been thinking a ton about my future and such. i've grown sick of massachusetts, and i'd love to move to california or texas. i know so many awesome people in both those states, and i'd love to live with them. i think it'd be a great experience as well. the only things that are holding me back are through words, have heart and guns up. the very few people here in MA i can actually call my real friends are a big part of me staying here too, but there are also so many fake people over here, and way too many of them call themselves my friends, but all they do is talk shit about me behind my back. fuck that.
on another note, i hung out with greg and dan from guns up yesterday in boston. we met up with pat at his dorm and went to some lame ass party. greg slept over pats dorm, and me and dan left. i was going to sleep over his house but then i remembered i told shawn peaslee that i told him i'd go surfing with him today (which never happened). we went to the T station and sat there for a while, waiting for the train. little did we know what was about to happen...
dan and i walked across the entire city of boston. not just part of it. not just a few blocks. we didn't take the T to one part then walk the rest. we walked across the entire fucking city. THE WHOLE THING. from the fenway T station to sullivan square. it took us about 2 1/2 hours or so to do it too. we missed the last T, so we had to walk. we were NOT going to pay tons of money for a cab, either. it was fun though. i didn't have a problem doing it. we talked a lot about everything, so that was really cool. i had fun doing it. i love that fucking kid so much.
okay, thats enough of this post. sorry i just made you read my fucking problems. hate me now. until my next lame post...have a wonderful life.
-justin