Jun 30, 2006 12:12
You know, I think it's funny, looking at pictures of people I used to "hang out" with. Peaople that I hoped to be like. People that I dreamed of being accepted by. You know whats funny about it?! Now that I have grown into myself, I am glad that I am not friends with these people. I am glad that these people rejected me, and decided I was not cool enough for them. You know why? Because I think if we all sat in the same room right now, we would have nothing to talk about, nothing really in common. All these "Christians", these non judgmental people of God.(You know this is my favorite part of I, Lucifer. The fact that he points out how hypocritical MOST christians actually are.) It just makes me laugh, how nieve I used to be. It's quite sad that it took me 20 years to realize, you don't have to be liked by the "popular" crowd to be interesting. Infact, I have found that the "popular" crowd is exactally what I wish to stay away from.
So incase any of them read this...Thanks for being assholes to me back then. (You know who you are.) You have really helped me realize what exactally it is that I want, what exactally it is that I respect, and what exactally, it is that I despise.
*nods*
Peace and love,
Beckie
P.S.Just for clarification sake, I don't hate Christians. In fact if youa re a Christian, GOOD FOR YOU! More power to ya, have a great time. As long as you do not judge me because I am not. As long as you don't condem me to hell for my intrest in Satan. (No, I am not a devil worshiper...his story is just as interesting as Jesus' in my eyes...) As long as you do not contridict yourself and your beileife's then we will be fine.
Remember...You are not an insomniac if you consume caffine.