- scared of the opening day....
Longated days destroy my past memories of the way things used to be or yet seemed to be. The reality of the present day scares all of me to the fullest extent. Deep and confined - writing in my journal seems to be the only escape for my tatered soul. I wish only to find what others have -hapiness- ..connection... and there I go once again comparing my life and hapiness to what others possess. Thinking about the day and it's reoccuring events leave me with the conclusion that i need to stop being such a people-pleaser. My priorities are changing as fast as day to night. Im calling, pleading, and needing for the change. Hapiness is lingering all around me, but has yet to confine in me. Oh Well. Ill just have to accept the lonliness that i have been dealt.
Need you to need me
Need you to need me