Apr 17, 2005 00:26
Momma never listened and dad was never there
when they told me that they loved me, they never really cared
I told them why i'm lonely and i told them why i cry
All i ever do is try but they are still unsatisfied
the ones i loved have left me, the friends i had are gone
and everything with every guy has always gone so wrong
so why can't i be perfect when it's everything i need
the emptiness, it kills me and the cuts, they only bleed
This world is full of everything, but i am left alone
with no one here to help me breathe or to keep me going on
Whenever i am happy, they just strike me down
and take everything away from me, nothing left to keep me going on
I look at the life ahead of me, and i'm sure it could be great
but until then i'm trapped here, feeling nothing else but hate
so why do i get pretty and dress up every single day
when no one even looks at me,no one ever looks my way
so many song i've written, but every ones the same
talking about my misery, and talking about my pain
still no one hears me when i cry, no one hears a sound
no one's there to catch me when im falling towards the ground
i've never felt this lonely, i've never cried so hard
sitting here alone in my room, looking at all my scars
I just want to be special, i just want to stand out
all i need is to be happy again, but happiness i doubt
because once again i've lost your trust, my heart just feels too sore
and finally im at the point where i cant take this anymore
Will someone finally listen, will someone finally care
will someone finally take my hand and promise to be there
will someone finally wipe my tears and chase my fears away
because im broken, and im empty
and no, im not ok....