Feeling fat
I’m feeling soooo fat. I’m at 114lbs right now. I think I’m going to run tonight. God I hate the holidays because of all the fucking food people give you! FOOD SHOULD NOT BE GIVEN AS A GIFT, GIFTS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE NICE, NICE IS NOT SAYING “HERE, I WANT YOU TO BE FAT.” I will never give people food as presents.
So I need to lose at least another 5lbs before I go anywhere... I'm at 114lbs right now. I went on to myvirtualmodel.com and this is what they say I look like:
http://www.myvirtualmodel.com/mvmhome/jsp/quest_model_modify2.jsp?
although, it doesn't really change much from what I would look like at 120lbs... so I don't know if it really gets any smaller?
Plan for tonight:
Do all of my laundry
Eat absolutely NO food
Wrap some presents
I need some motivation right now... I'm going to look for some ana books... ooh, that's something to add to my list: Start reading a book about ana for motivation.
I'll run tomorrow morning
So I need to lose at least another 5lbs before I go anywhere... I'm at 114lbs right now. I went on to myvirtualmodel.com and this is what they say I look like:
http://www.myvirtualmodel.com/mvmhome/jsp/quest_model_modify2.jsp?
although, it doesn't really change much from what I would look like at 120lbs... so I don't know if it really gets any smaller?
Plan for tonight:
Do all of my laundry
Eat absolutely NO food
Wrap some presents
I need some motivation right now... I'm going to look for some ana books... ooh, that's something to add to my list: Start reading a book about ana for motivation.
I'll run tomorrow morning