Matthew Birthday
Well yesterday everything went right
We left here soon after i have gotten out of my classes.. we dropped off our clothes at the wash mat. went to the bank. and did something else.. though i can't remember what it was at the moment.
so anyways we got everything done and then we went to his house. we hung out there for a while watching tv with his mom. and soon his father got home. we watch more tv and talk and then i went to my house for a sec. came back and then we all started to get dressed up. I got ready upstairs in the bathroom because matthew knows when i dress up he can't see me till i am done. well last night he did the same. Because he was all dressed up in a suit. and boy did he look sharp.
After getting ready when met his parents back upstairs they both look very nice as well. so we were off to dinner at dimillos in portland. you know that restauraunt boat thing. the really nice place.
At dinner the waitress was horrible but the food was good. I was supposed to pay but his mother paid before i got a chance to get the check. We had a lot of laughs at dinners. and some interesting things to say. I was going to have the place sing happy birthday when we were there but i knew if i did that matthew would have put me on the floor that night
So we leave. we came back to the house and well.. you know.. anyway the important thing is matthew didnt drink which made me rather happy. I hate it when he drinks a lot. and lately i hate it when he is drunk at all. but i don't tell him i don't want him doing it. I just tell him it bothers me. He knows why it bothers me. so the night over all was well. I would right more about it. But to make things sound more exciting you have to write about them right after or during when they are going on
But i got matthew the $50 door game he was asking for. So he was glued to that this morning so i took a nap.
I did have another nightmare. I told matthew i couldn't remember what it was about. But i do. I dont want to say what it was on here for chance that he might read it and know what it is about. Hopefully if he ever reads this on here i will have already forgotten what i dreamed. Let just say it was half a baby dream. have a beating ex bf dream. but that is all that needs be say.
Speaking of that ex bf. he wanted to come see me the other day. I don't know what he was thinking. He knows i never want to see him again. and then he goes off and pulls this shit. he is supposed to start going to a police acad. here in waterville. that isn;t going to be pretty i dont like him in the same state as me. let alone the same city. but we will se what happens. I still haven't seen my friends from colby. maybe i wont see him.
We left here soon after i have gotten out of my classes.. we dropped off our clothes at the wash mat. went to the bank. and did something else.. though i can't remember what it was at the moment.
so anyways we got everything done and then we went to his house. we hung out there for a while watching tv with his mom. and soon his father got home. we watch more tv and talk and then i went to my house for a sec. came back and then we all started to get dressed up. I got ready upstairs in the bathroom because matthew knows when i dress up he can't see me till i am done. well last night he did the same. Because he was all dressed up in a suit. and boy did he look sharp.
After getting ready when met his parents back upstairs they both look very nice as well. so we were off to dinner at dimillos in portland. you know that restauraunt boat thing. the really nice place.
At dinner the waitress was horrible but the food was good. I was supposed to pay but his mother paid before i got a chance to get the check. We had a lot of laughs at dinners. and some interesting things to say. I was going to have the place sing happy birthday when we were there but i knew if i did that matthew would have put me on the floor that night
So we leave. we came back to the house and well.. you know.. anyway the important thing is matthew didnt drink which made me rather happy. I hate it when he drinks a lot. and lately i hate it when he is drunk at all. but i don't tell him i don't want him doing it. I just tell him it bothers me. He knows why it bothers me. so the night over all was well. I would right more about it. But to make things sound more exciting you have to write about them right after or during when they are going on
But i got matthew the $50 door game he was asking for. So he was glued to that this morning so i took a nap.
I did have another nightmare. I told matthew i couldn't remember what it was about. But i do. I dont want to say what it was on here for chance that he might read it and know what it is about. Hopefully if he ever reads this on here i will have already forgotten what i dreamed. Let just say it was half a baby dream. have a beating ex bf dream. but that is all that needs be say.
Speaking of that ex bf. he wanted to come see me the other day. I don't know what he was thinking. He knows i never want to see him again. and then he goes off and pulls this shit. he is supposed to start going to a police acad. here in waterville. that isn;t going to be pretty i dont like him in the same state as me. let alone the same city. but we will se what happens. I still haven't seen my friends from colby. maybe i wont see him.