you shouldn't have came back
that's it. I'm done. I admit defeat; took me a while to get here, I didn't want to be here. but the veil's been lifted and honestly, my heart can't take anymore. I can't take these pety things that just cut me to the core. I can't take wondering what's going on, I can't help but feel betrayed and I can't trust anymore.
I can't let someone else's actions dictate my moods, I can't allow myself to feel sick to my stomach everytime I see you pull out yr cell phone and type away, or everytime I see a new comment from some half naked babe on yr myspace. fuck that, it's so shady. you sir, are one shady motherfucker. I've never met someone like you. it's a compliment and it's also an insult.
I know you don't give a shit about me anymore. hell, I wonder if you ever did? maybe it was all a lie. I really thought you were one of my best friends but I guess I was wrong. I wish I'd never met you. I wish I'd never let myself be so open to you....then I wouldn't feel like this right now. I took a chance and I got fucked over. I feel so used and tossed aside. that's definitely not friendship.
I gave my heart so many times. and was it worth it afterall?
-prolly not
and in the end, it's all so simple.... you don't deserve me.
I can't let someone else's actions dictate my moods, I can't allow myself to feel sick to my stomach everytime I see you pull out yr cell phone and type away, or everytime I see a new comment from some half naked babe on yr myspace. fuck that, it's so shady. you sir, are one shady motherfucker. I've never met someone like you. it's a compliment and it's also an insult.
I know you don't give a shit about me anymore. hell, I wonder if you ever did? maybe it was all a lie. I really thought you were one of my best friends but I guess I was wrong. I wish I'd never met you. I wish I'd never let myself be so open to you....then I wouldn't feel like this right now. I took a chance and I got fucked over. I feel so used and tossed aside. that's definitely not friendship.
I gave my heart so many times. and was it worth it afterall?
-prolly not
and in the end, it's all so simple.... you don't deserve me.