Feb 05, 2010 09:43
Rant rant rant. Vent Vent Vent. Whine, Bitch & Moan.
Ugh.
The kids are back to being healthy, as far as i can tell. I'm afraid of Kat throwing up again still, but she is up and running and dancing and doing everything in the world that does not involve sitting down. So... she must be feeling better.
My dad has people upstairs fixing his bathroom, so he's banished the kids downstairs. They get to play down here and drive me nuts for 4 hours. FUN FUN FUN.
My stomach is killing me. I don't understand why i'm still sick. It must still be this stupid fucking bug that refuses to go away. I'm SO READY for it to be done now!!! I was up late last night again - i couldn't sleep, my stomach was in pain. Medicine isn't working, which tells me that it's viral. So what do i do to calm my stomach down? I haven't eaten much over the last several days, so i'm HUNGRY. Sarah's-a- hongry. hongry hongry hongry.
I want to eat, but i don't want to make myself worse. I was feeling good yesterday, until around 4pm. I was playing rock band and starting to feel nauseous, but i continued because i was having fun. Drumming is a lot of work, but it's invigorating. I like to feel energized and awake, and drumming helps me do that. However, it isn't a good idea to do when you're stomach is already nauseous. By the time Brandon got home, around 7, i was in so much pain. He brought pizza home, showing me it's delicious goodness (thanks alot asshole), and then Tyler started in on how good it was and how he wanted more. Ofcourse doing all this in front of Kat and I who can't eat the pizza (another asshole). Fucking people. I ended up yelling at TYler because he wouldn't shut up over the fucking pizza, and Kat was crying and tantruming because she wanted pizza.
FML
Anyway. I feel like death warmed over. I have a fever, i'm freezing, my stomach is killing me, My stomach wants to throw up but i'm fighting it. (vomiting is the worst feeling in the world, i tell you!), and i have horrible liquid diarrhea. (tmi, sorry). It's bad bad bad bad bad bad!
I hope i hope i hope this goes away soon. i want to be able to go out tomorrow and do thrift store shopping...... and then go out tomorrow night since my dad is going to watch the kids. My birthday is on Monday.... i'm going to be 28. Geez, i'm getting so old.
Ugh. Yuck. I need to rest. I'm going to watch some tv downstairs and see if i can settle my stomach.
sick