Dec 31, 2009 10:14
This is my new affirmation. I am going to tell myself this every day, in front of the mirror. Maybe several times a day. I need to feel that life is good and that i *am* happy, because, it's true. I don't need the negative crap in my life, I don't need the drama. I need happy people with happy feelings, and good stuff.
I can meet new people because i *am* intelligent. I do have an interesting life, and it isn't boring at all. Yah ok, so life at home with the kids can be pretty boring sometimes, but.... that's just parenthood for you. And you know what? That isn't the only thing that i have to offer.
I'm a fabulous mom who is realizing that it's ok to not be as strict as i used to be. It's ok to let the kids run around in the house when no one is sleeping. It's ok to let the kids get into the clay and play to their hearts content. And when i calm my self down around them, they listen and behave better. it's amazing how that happens.
I am an awesome baker. When we do finally get into our own place, i'm going to take classes. I'm going to go to culinary school, because that's what i want to do. I'm going to achieve my dreams and open my own bakery. Brandon and I are going to have our own restaurant/bakery because that is what we want to do..... and we would be damned good at it.
I also want to own my home. So the next step is to save save save and put our money down on an awesome house. Or get a lease to own, and put the saved money on a wharehouse, and get our business going again. I do miss the business.
I am a successful business owner, and i know how to make money. I will make this happen.
I have a fantastic life. I'm surrounded by people that love me. I am missing my dearest friends, but i will see them again soon.
Life is amazing. I love my life.
Aaaah. :) It's nice to be happy.
me,
life,
happiness