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Time speeds up as we move into the double digits =)
Today was Jayy & I's two month.. date.. thing.. but I really don't think he remembered. Whateverrr, I guess. I'm trying to fix things between us but he is so much like a brick wall and that makes things difficult. I miss having a completely loving, trusting relationship where both parties feel secure, but I haven't had that in YEARS so I guess maybe this isn't my time to date anyone. I'm not giving up on Jayy, though. My fingers are crossed and I'm hoping that we will pass this point. In reality, we haven't been dating that long but it feels like foreeevverrrr. Not necessarily in a bad way, though! I'm juss sayin'.
WEEKEND SHENANIGANS. ONE NIGHT A LONG TIME AGO aka Saturday night, Tara, Taylor, Skyler, and I were mobbing around town with plans to just hang out all night. We soon realize that 4 people sleeping in my tiny Camry just isn't going to work, so we make a few phone calls and text a few people. After WAY TOO MANY people bail on us, Tara made a final phone call to her friend Troy.
Our original plans fell though, but we were just greatful to have a place to sleep and make ramen. I had no idea where Troy lived, so Tara guided me... and THEN... whabam!
"Where ARE we?"
"... Home Gardens.."
"Oh shit! We're going to get shot."
"We aren't going to get shot, Nikki."
"Where are we sleeping?!"
"... You see that trailer over there...?"
"OH SHIT!"
What the l... M N O P!
BUT YEAH. We ended up sleeping in some random trailer in the middle of Home Gardens with 4 people piled in the same bed and fighting over blankets and space.
And then.. when we had to pee, we had to drive to some internet cafe that was open 24/7. Yeah... the guy who worked there and I got into a fight.
"Get out of my shop!"
"But.. baby.. :("
"Ok, I'm sorry.. you can stay.."
"NO! This relationship means NOTHING!"
"Noooo baby, don't leave me :("
"SCREW YOU!"
Also.. the next morning..
Taylor: Woooo, you don't know happiness until you've had the best pee of your life!
Me: I've had the best pee of my life!! Last year..
Skyler: How do you guys remember your pee?!
.... yeah. I'm realizing that pretty much anyone who secretly reads this (stalkers!) probably is not going to understand. Or just find me extremely odd.
BUT YEAH wooOOooOoooOoooo
The end.. I think =)
I dunno, man, I'm just trying to keep my head held high and just keep swimmin'..
Today was Jayy & I's two month.. date.. thing.. but I really don't think he remembered. Whateverrr, I guess. I'm trying to fix things between us but he is so much like a brick wall and that makes things difficult. I miss having a completely loving, trusting relationship where both parties feel secure, but I haven't had that in YEARS so I guess maybe this isn't my time to date anyone. I'm not giving up on Jayy, though. My fingers are crossed and I'm hoping that we will pass this point. In reality, we haven't been dating that long but it feels like foreeevverrrr. Not necessarily in a bad way, though! I'm juss sayin'.
WEEKEND SHENANIGANS. ONE NIGHT A LONG TIME AGO aka Saturday night, Tara, Taylor, Skyler, and I were mobbing around town with plans to just hang out all night. We soon realize that 4 people sleeping in my tiny Camry just isn't going to work, so we make a few phone calls and text a few people. After WAY TOO MANY people bail on us, Tara made a final phone call to her friend Troy.
Our original plans fell though, but we were just greatful to have a place to sleep and make ramen. I had no idea where Troy lived, so Tara guided me... and THEN... whabam!
"Where ARE we?"
"... Home Gardens.."
"Oh shit! We're going to get shot."
"We aren't going to get shot, Nikki."
"Where are we sleeping?!"
"... You see that trailer over there...?"
"OH SHIT!"
What the l... M N O P!
BUT YEAH. We ended up sleeping in some random trailer in the middle of Home Gardens with 4 people piled in the same bed and fighting over blankets and space.
And then.. when we had to pee, we had to drive to some internet cafe that was open 24/7. Yeah... the guy who worked there and I got into a fight.
"Get out of my shop!"
"But.. baby.. :("
"Ok, I'm sorry.. you can stay.."
"NO! This relationship means NOTHING!"
"Noooo baby, don't leave me :("
"SCREW YOU!"
Also.. the next morning..
Taylor: Woooo, you don't know happiness until you've had the best pee of your life!
Me: I've had the best pee of my life!! Last year..
Skyler: How do you guys remember your pee?!
.... yeah. I'm realizing that pretty much anyone who secretly reads this (stalkers!) probably is not going to understand. Or just find me extremely odd.
BUT YEAH wooOOooOoooOoooo
The end.. I think =)
I dunno, man, I'm just trying to keep my head held high and just keep swimmin'..