Oct 18, 2006 21:44
why is it that...
when i used to drink my sorrows away every night and went to shows and spent my life in the fast lane he freaks the fuck out on me and tells me to grow up.
and then i take what he says to seriously consideration and i eventually get to where i am now. i grew up. i barely drink anymore and if i do its a beer here and there. its rare youll find me trashed. like extremely rare. i have my life in order. and in that process ive found an AMAZING man that is my everything and has helped me through all of this. ive gone through so much lately and have been breezing over ever obstacle given to me. im unstoppable. nothing can bring me down.
then....
he turns 21 and discovers the fast lane. and he does the same thing himself. and then says i piss him off because i told him i didnt like it. because i know what its like to do that. i know it fucks up your life. and i was just trying to tell him that i didnt want to see him in the same prediciment that i have previously have been in. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
some of my best friends can be such assholes. especially my guy best friends. i swear.
wtf.