Part 1: About You
What is with me putting up with the bullshit that cocky, stuck-up, selfish bastards who don't give a fuck about me. Mind you, I haven't involved myself (nor had sex) with anyone for almost a year now, but puhlease. I'm so scarred that I don't think I really want to do even just one innocent date. EVER.
I'm tired of guys who just talk about themselves or ask for pity or don't consider your ideas to be conducive to theirs. I'm sorry if I'm a great listener. I'm sorry if I am not as witty as you. I'm sorry for putting up with your bullshit, waiting like a little house-dog for his master to come back home to play with him.
A friend of mine put it well: "You like assholes who don't treat you well." Why? And when they aren't assholes (I'm going to be blunt and superficial) they are ugly or boring.
Fuck relationships, fuck dating. Getting to know another guy is a waste of time especially when they're just going to stomp on my heart. I'm not a perfect guy...by any means. I'm kind of wishy washy. I don't know how to communicate sometimes. I have ADD with family, friends, and everyone else. But GODDAMNIT, I'm worth it, and you better know it.
I gave my all to these men. I wanted more than a lay. Apparently what I wanted didn't matter because I couldn't express it well enough. Too bad...too bad.
Yes, too bad because I'm stomping my foot down, and I'm keeping it there. I'm taking a stand against you fuckers. It's pretty clear that I can't handle you because you obviously can't handle me. I don't care if I'm going to be single forever. I just don't want to waste my money, time, and whole, sane self to someone who just wouldn't give a flying fuck anyways.
P E A C E
I'm tired of guys who just talk about themselves or ask for pity or don't consider your ideas to be conducive to theirs. I'm sorry if I'm a great listener. I'm sorry if I am not as witty as you. I'm sorry for putting up with your bullshit, waiting like a little house-dog for his master to come back home to play with him.
A friend of mine put it well: "You like assholes who don't treat you well." Why? And when they aren't assholes (I'm going to be blunt and superficial) they are ugly or boring.
Fuck relationships, fuck dating. Getting to know another guy is a waste of time especially when they're just going to stomp on my heart. I'm not a perfect guy...by any means. I'm kind of wishy washy. I don't know how to communicate sometimes. I have ADD with family, friends, and everyone else. But GODDAMNIT, I'm worth it, and you better know it.
I gave my all to these men. I wanted more than a lay. Apparently what I wanted didn't matter because I couldn't express it well enough. Too bad...too bad.
Yes, too bad because I'm stomping my foot down, and I'm keeping it there. I'm taking a stand against you fuckers. It's pretty clear that I can't handle you because you obviously can't handle me. I don't care if I'm going to be single forever. I just don't want to waste my money, time, and whole, sane self to someone who just wouldn't give a flying fuck anyways.
P E A C E