so bring on the rain

Sep 17, 2007 21:11

i would just like to announce that I feel like I am regaining myself as quickly as I lost me.  I am okay now.  totally good.  yes, just that quick.  I'm entirely retarded and ridiculous, I know.  You don't have to tell me.  and really, i can't even pinpoint what suddenly made me snap out of it.

perhaps i am stronger than i thought. perhaps i'm much stronger.  or perhaps I'd like to think I am, and sometimes I am more or less convincing to myself.  I may just have lapses, here and there, where I fall back into depression and hopelessness, such as were common a few years ago.  I may just have small slips back into the me that I have fought so hard to overcome...

i guess if nothing else this quarter will throw my emotions through one hell of a roller coaster ride
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