Sep 17, 2007 21:11
i would just like to announce that I feel like I am regaining myself as quickly as I lost me. I am okay now. totally good. yes, just that quick. I'm entirely retarded and ridiculous, I know. You don't have to tell me. and really, i can't even pinpoint what suddenly made me snap out of it.
perhaps i am stronger than i thought. perhaps i'm much stronger. or perhaps I'd like to think I am, and sometimes I am more or less convincing to myself. I may just have lapses, here and there, where I fall back into depression and hopelessness, such as were common a few years ago. I may just have small slips back into the me that I have fought so hard to overcome...
i guess if nothing else this quarter will throw my emotions through one hell of a roller coaster ride