longest update everrr
UPDATE. yeah that's right. dun dun dun
So a lot has happened. period. I mean a shitload. Let's start with the best thing since sliced bread. I went to the SAt's [no thats not the best thing..] and i walk into pickerington and am dreading of course cuz its like 4 in the morning [exaggeration] and i have to sit there for 17 hours [another..] and answer 713 questions [probably accurate..] so i hear my name and play it off bc i assume it isnt me. and then i hear it again and look down and see KRISTIN EFFING EBERTS! thats right darlings KRISTIN EBERTS! who is KRISTIN EBERTS you might ask?? well she and i only go back to KINDERGARDEN when i was FOUR YEARS OLD yeah ...like 13 years ago children. Kristin moved away in the 6th grade to chicago and we about died because she was my best friend since forever. and she moved back this past summer and i was totally stoked--bt of course she had soccer and i had work and we both had school--and we hadnt met up yet --well thanks to fate we found each other in a little shithole of a school called pickerington central on the day that would quite possibley decide the rest of our lives and she was just there! :) :) :) omgoooosh it was the most amazing hting ever. it beasted sliced bread.
moving on--softball frustrates me. i looove the fact that we are working out at lifestyle and that we have trainers and we are actually doing something and mayybe attempting to get in shape--but i HATE the program still. its shit. the coach has officially lectured me on not going to tconditioning ---the TWO that i missed compared to everyone else's hand fulls of no shows and no emails to add..and he told me i was on a debit card and was oging to have to start giving back and all this and i was like okay --whatare you gonna do ?? cut me?? DOOO ITT . cuz i believe that 5 people have already come up to me and told me they NEED me to play on sundays bc they NEED me to catch --and im not saying that to boast im saying that bc im the only one who atcually enjoys the position and knows what im doing fullly. ive only caugt for 7 years..nothing major. and we are doing a fundraiser---thats good right!?!? NO its selling buckeyes which the girlscouts have just happened to be selling thepast week and a half! GAH NO ONE is gonna buy them now! way to go coach! *high five* overall im just stayin in it for love the game and for that kickass florida trip with my favorite girls. i dont htin im playing in college--actually i am like 99.8% sure im not playing--and thats gonna kill my mom but she'll get over it. im done with the poolitics--i cant take it anymore! ill prolly play random leagues and intramural stuff if i can
continuing--its started to get out, not that i mind..but yes i am talking to Wyatt. wyatt ? random? yes, maybe.--but idc what you think :) he's got that badass image i alllways look for in guys [ie: jake, pat, alex..should i go on?] and not to mention he cracks me up--we;re really laid back with each other and i love it because its what i need. even almost a year after jake the last thing i want is a dead serious relationship--i gave away my heart way to fast to that kid only to have him smash it on the ground. so im holding my heart this time and its gonna take a hell of a lot for me too give it away ..as cheesy as that sounds. but wyatt and i are able to be in basically any atmosphere and still be cool. who knows what will become of that ---its kinda up to wyatt i gues--im an old fashioned girl ;)
COLLEGE--dreadful college process. its neverending and its slowly draining all the energy from me. im not gonna lie im supposed to have all my apps done by next wednesday and im freaking out bc im so far from that point. AND YET I SIT HERE TYPING THIS INSTEAD OF DOING THEM. i think im subconsciously putting them off because i really dont want to go. i have a really tough time with change and im so comfortable with my little hartley school where i know everyone and they all know me. its gonna be weird thats all i have to say. im looking into dayton, OU, kent state, denison, ODU, and Xavier--but i honestly think its going to be between kent, OU, and denison. idk why im applyiing to xavier and dayton is there just cuz of brendan, and odu is a safety shcool i guess--not much desire to go there. i have a lot to do to get ready for college and im way nervous.
next weekend is our senior trip to DC and i have to say that i don't think i can get much more excited for it. its four days i get to spend AWAY from everything which i honestly need right now and its four days i get to spend WITH MY CLASS in a NONSCHOOl atmosphere and four days i gte to ENJOY myself and those aruond me. its another time i get to bond with everyone and i think that there has been a shitload of drama going on with our class and things have changed sicne those summer parties---i think the DC trip is just what we need to bring us back together. I really do absolutely love my class and i have no idea how im gonna take graduation. i cant even think ab it.
my friends have been mostly great lately. there havent been many problems. im straying from my 3abc a bit, and i think they notice, and im gonna fix that bc its the last thing i want to do. its been hard lately to keep up the hanging out with people because there are honestly a shitload i want/need to hangout with [i dont say that to boast either so dont take it that way ]--but annie and lindsay and i have gottenreally close and chelcie and i are closer than ever and wyatt and i are obviously hangin gout and then theres kristin now who isback in ohio and the 3abc girls an dif brendan come sin town i have to see him--etc etc--its just hard because i have work on saturdays and sundays and softball on sundays and so i really only get friday night so i have to choose like one for that night and saturday after for for like a few hours--usually wyatt take one of those slots and then i have to pick n choose with the others--i dont mean to stray from you gurls tho [idk if you read this lol] but i loveyou just as much as ever and i hope youknow that.
school's been kinda insane too lately. i have no motivation to do anythign and my GPA, although still not bad, was not as good as i wanted it to be. it was the lowest its ever been in my four years of highscool and it was disapointing..also the homework has been neverending for some reason and the teachers are driving me insane. i feel like im teaching every class to myself and the work is so hard that i just give up--i havent gotten math since probably the middle of last year and ever since then it just digs me into a deeper hole--and physics im able to comprehend buut thats because i go home and read it and do problems and actually put effort into it. ulrich doesnt teach us, at all, as you all know, and so we have to teach ourselves--which only adds to my homework also..and literally i AM teaching choir cuz cafey is sick and when i do get done with homework on nights i just want to collapse in a bed which doesnt help my college process either.
dont get me wrong--i looove life right now and id rather be busy than bored! but itjust gets overwhelming sometimes ya know? but i wouldnt change anythign for the world and i love the way things are going--mostly. im happy and im getting in shape and im with friends i love, ive got a job and am going on trips--i couldnt ask for a better life--last weekend i watched Saw I with wyatt and joe and megan and it really did make me think about my life and realize how grateful i truly am for it..ive been given so much and i dont know how yet but im gonna give it back just as much.
i hope everything is going well for everyone else and i hope stress is minimized. remember that its still highschool and to have fun cuz it does end. i love you all. sweet dreams :)
So a lot has happened. period. I mean a shitload. Let's start with the best thing since sliced bread. I went to the SAt's [no thats not the best thing..] and i walk into pickerington and am dreading of course cuz its like 4 in the morning [exaggeration] and i have to sit there for 17 hours [another..] and answer 713 questions [probably accurate..] so i hear my name and play it off bc i assume it isnt me. and then i hear it again and look down and see KRISTIN EFFING EBERTS! thats right darlings KRISTIN EBERTS! who is KRISTIN EBERTS you might ask?? well she and i only go back to KINDERGARDEN when i was FOUR YEARS OLD yeah ...like 13 years ago children. Kristin moved away in the 6th grade to chicago and we about died because she was my best friend since forever. and she moved back this past summer and i was totally stoked--bt of course she had soccer and i had work and we both had school--and we hadnt met up yet --well thanks to fate we found each other in a little shithole of a school called pickerington central on the day that would quite possibley decide the rest of our lives and she was just there! :) :) :) omgoooosh it was the most amazing hting ever. it beasted sliced bread.
moving on--softball frustrates me. i looove the fact that we are working out at lifestyle and that we have trainers and we are actually doing something and mayybe attempting to get in shape--but i HATE the program still. its shit. the coach has officially lectured me on not going to tconditioning ---the TWO that i missed compared to everyone else's hand fulls of no shows and no emails to add..and he told me i was on a debit card and was oging to have to start giving back and all this and i was like okay --whatare you gonna do ?? cut me?? DOOO ITT . cuz i believe that 5 people have already come up to me and told me they NEED me to play on sundays bc they NEED me to catch --and im not saying that to boast im saying that bc im the only one who atcually enjoys the position and knows what im doing fullly. ive only caugt for 7 years..nothing major. and we are doing a fundraiser---thats good right!?!? NO its selling buckeyes which the girlscouts have just happened to be selling thepast week and a half! GAH NO ONE is gonna buy them now! way to go coach! *high five* overall im just stayin in it for love the game and for that kickass florida trip with my favorite girls. i dont htin im playing in college--actually i am like 99.8% sure im not playing--and thats gonna kill my mom but she'll get over it. im done with the poolitics--i cant take it anymore! ill prolly play random leagues and intramural stuff if i can
continuing--its started to get out, not that i mind..but yes i am talking to Wyatt. wyatt ? random? yes, maybe.--but idc what you think :) he's got that badass image i alllways look for in guys [ie: jake, pat, alex..should i go on?] and not to mention he cracks me up--we;re really laid back with each other and i love it because its what i need. even almost a year after jake the last thing i want is a dead serious relationship--i gave away my heart way to fast to that kid only to have him smash it on the ground. so im holding my heart this time and its gonna take a hell of a lot for me too give it away ..as cheesy as that sounds. but wyatt and i are able to be in basically any atmosphere and still be cool. who knows what will become of that ---its kinda up to wyatt i gues--im an old fashioned girl ;)
COLLEGE--dreadful college process. its neverending and its slowly draining all the energy from me. im not gonna lie im supposed to have all my apps done by next wednesday and im freaking out bc im so far from that point. AND YET I SIT HERE TYPING THIS INSTEAD OF DOING THEM. i think im subconsciously putting them off because i really dont want to go. i have a really tough time with change and im so comfortable with my little hartley school where i know everyone and they all know me. its gonna be weird thats all i have to say. im looking into dayton, OU, kent state, denison, ODU, and Xavier--but i honestly think its going to be between kent, OU, and denison. idk why im applyiing to xavier and dayton is there just cuz of brendan, and odu is a safety shcool i guess--not much desire to go there. i have a lot to do to get ready for college and im way nervous.
next weekend is our senior trip to DC and i have to say that i don't think i can get much more excited for it. its four days i get to spend AWAY from everything which i honestly need right now and its four days i get to spend WITH MY CLASS in a NONSCHOOl atmosphere and four days i gte to ENJOY myself and those aruond me. its another time i get to bond with everyone and i think that there has been a shitload of drama going on with our class and things have changed sicne those summer parties---i think the DC trip is just what we need to bring us back together. I really do absolutely love my class and i have no idea how im gonna take graduation. i cant even think ab it.
my friends have been mostly great lately. there havent been many problems. im straying from my 3abc a bit, and i think they notice, and im gonna fix that bc its the last thing i want to do. its been hard lately to keep up the hanging out with people because there are honestly a shitload i want/need to hangout with [i dont say that to boast either so dont take it that way ]--but annie and lindsay and i have gottenreally close and chelcie and i are closer than ever and wyatt and i are obviously hangin gout and then theres kristin now who isback in ohio and the 3abc girls an dif brendan come sin town i have to see him--etc etc--its just hard because i have work on saturdays and sundays and softball on sundays and so i really only get friday night so i have to choose like one for that night and saturday after for for like a few hours--usually wyatt take one of those slots and then i have to pick n choose with the others--i dont mean to stray from you gurls tho [idk if you read this lol] but i loveyou just as much as ever and i hope youknow that.
school's been kinda insane too lately. i have no motivation to do anythign and my GPA, although still not bad, was not as good as i wanted it to be. it was the lowest its ever been in my four years of highscool and it was disapointing..also the homework has been neverending for some reason and the teachers are driving me insane. i feel like im teaching every class to myself and the work is so hard that i just give up--i havent gotten math since probably the middle of last year and ever since then it just digs me into a deeper hole--and physics im able to comprehend buut thats because i go home and read it and do problems and actually put effort into it. ulrich doesnt teach us, at all, as you all know, and so we have to teach ourselves--which only adds to my homework also..and literally i AM teaching choir cuz cafey is sick and when i do get done with homework on nights i just want to collapse in a bed which doesnt help my college process either.
dont get me wrong--i looove life right now and id rather be busy than bored! but itjust gets overwhelming sometimes ya know? but i wouldnt change anythign for the world and i love the way things are going--mostly. im happy and im getting in shape and im with friends i love, ive got a job and am going on trips--i couldnt ask for a better life--last weekend i watched Saw I with wyatt and joe and megan and it really did make me think about my life and realize how grateful i truly am for it..ive been given so much and i dont know how yet but im gonna give it back just as much.
i hope everything is going well for everyone else and i hope stress is minimized. remember that its still highschool and to have fun cuz it does end. i love you all. sweet dreams :)