Jul 04, 2005 13:17
i really do wishi still had my good job and my head on straight though so i could make progress at the same time, i started working when i was 18 and i've been thru alot but am definately not where i thought i would be right now fuck i dont like things
when i had a good job i could go and gt my own place and it was nothing and i was having fun atleast
fuck now im kindof a slave to otheers and myself right now to get back on my feet
i miss Kaleb more than anything,
man i dunno whats instore for me but i am homesick baaaaad.
i wanna go home, but i will not give up on myself or my family
i chose to do this and i can tell them all to fuck off if i decided
but i appreciate the things that r being done for me to help me and
i want to come out of this stronger and with some accomplishments
i dunno when i will return to texas for good but
im sittin here on 4th of july bored and have work to do eh, thats just how it worked out, i wanna go party at CRYSTAL BEACH but thats not gonna be the case this yr, i
i wish everyone a good 4th miss all of yall!!!! dont forget me, i'll be around some time soon hopefully.