damn...hmm read this?
well we missed DEADBOY a couple of days ago like 10 minute's away from me ah he'll be back but that sux
well days r long still unfortunately
i have anxiety man my brain is like sore man it's not just a headache it's jut everything man the only thing i get is a clonapin at night and the day well it's really hard heart jumping and falling getting me off all medicine my stepmom is strong and determined to do this
and i can't really do anything about this so i am having to go thru it
it's really hard
i cant make phone calls and deal daily things as usual sometimes i can and i have to really make myself to do this and i think im doing a pretty good job
my thoughts r definately racing and i can barely see them some of the time damn
but it's good in ways also man i have thought of so much shit in the past few days it never stops
the pills were definately sheilding alot of my thoughts but when i was on them i didnt care, not to say that they r that bad but not a daily thing
withdrawls/detox is definately the worst thing and i dont want to go thru again cause this sux and i have to try to take care of shit at the same time when i just am kinda down about whats happening to me i guess cause im not sure but thats what also kinda keeps me going there's alot of surprises
although things i have to deal with fuckin suck too uh
aight i wont bore u anymore if u read this thanks! ..Marty
well days r long still unfortunately
i have anxiety man my brain is like sore man it's not just a headache it's jut everything man the only thing i get is a clonapin at night and the day well it's really hard heart jumping and falling getting me off all medicine my stepmom is strong and determined to do this
and i can't really do anything about this so i am having to go thru it
it's really hard
i cant make phone calls and deal daily things as usual sometimes i can and i have to really make myself to do this and i think im doing a pretty good job
my thoughts r definately racing and i can barely see them some of the time damn
but it's good in ways also man i have thought of so much shit in the past few days it never stops
the pills were definately sheilding alot of my thoughts but when i was on them i didnt care, not to say that they r that bad but not a daily thing
withdrawls/detox is definately the worst thing and i dont want to go thru again cause this sux and i have to try to take care of shit at the same time when i just am kinda down about whats happening to me i guess cause im not sure but thats what also kinda keeps me going there's alot of surprises
although things i have to deal with fuckin suck too uh
aight i wont bore u anymore if u read this thanks! ..Marty