I hate everyone
It's starting to get really lonely and boring here. All i do is work and come home and lie in bed until it's time to get up and go back to work. At least next week I start school so i'll be pretty busy. It's just no fun when no one really wants to be with me. I thought i was boring because i'm pregnant and tired but also because i don't have a lot of money to spend. Then I realized that we used to have a ton of fun without spending any money. So, i tried to be the one to get people to do stuff. It's funny how they make excuses then go out with other people. So, just a wild guess and not to run a dead cliche in the ground but it's me-not them. That's fine, though, i don't want to be here long enough to see what happens to people. Man, i want to get out of this town, get out of this state, get out of the south. Considering that I've found that telling people who the father is gets kind of weird now. I can almost guarantee if i was in a more tolerant state it would be no problem at all.
Maybe i'll get this job and i'll have money and I can just do what i do best, go out by myself. Maybe i can save up some money and get outta here. Maybe i can leave everyone here and never come back. That includes the people that i love most. Even those people are letting me down and leaving me lonely. This baby has been kicking and rolling over and stretching and no matter how often i feel it, it's still really awesome. Guess who has felt it. that's right--no one. Thanks a lot everyone, you're all such fucking wonderful friends. Just remember, I'm boring right now for reasons that will eventually change--you are not. Don't bother trying to be my good friend again when i'm the one leaving you.
Maybe i'll get this job and i'll have money and I can just do what i do best, go out by myself. Maybe i can save up some money and get outta here. Maybe i can leave everyone here and never come back. That includes the people that i love most. Even those people are letting me down and leaving me lonely. This baby has been kicking and rolling over and stretching and no matter how often i feel it, it's still really awesome. Guess who has felt it. that's right--no one. Thanks a lot everyone, you're all such fucking wonderful friends. Just remember, I'm boring right now for reasons that will eventually change--you are not. Don't bother trying to be my good friend again when i'm the one leaving you.