The sickness to beat all others
I have decided if i'm ever diagnosed with a terminal disease and am forced to suffer a long and terrible death, i will just have to kill myself. This sickness is taking it's toll on me physically, mentally, but most of all, financially. Why does everyone else luck out and not get sick at all and I am sick for 2 months straight? It better be worth it. ok ok, it will be.
I started my new job yesterday. Don't know how long i'll be there, really. The first day and i puked 5 times. Not fun, especially when it's so freaking busy in there I don't have time to be getting sick every 10 minutes. I had to convince the girl who was training me that i'm not on drugs lol.
I'm really not enjoying life right now. I'm stressed in more ways than one and between being tired and being sick, there's no time to do anything. I never do my homework, or study, or go out, or talk to people. I just lie in bed and wait for tomorrow hoping it'll be better but of course, it never is. The few times is see F he makes me happy, but i go to school early and he works pretty late so it's not too often that i get to be happy, but the few minutes i do, i try not to take for granted.
One more month, one more month, one more month. Then i'll be outta school for a while and won't have that stressor. I'm actually skipping school as i speak because i was sick all day yesterday and did not wake up feeling too hot this morning.
If anyone knows a pretty good place to work where i get to sit down and not stand and run around a lot, let me know. I think that may be my only option besides puking all the time.
I started my new job yesterday. Don't know how long i'll be there, really. The first day and i puked 5 times. Not fun, especially when it's so freaking busy in there I don't have time to be getting sick every 10 minutes. I had to convince the girl who was training me that i'm not on drugs lol.
I'm really not enjoying life right now. I'm stressed in more ways than one and between being tired and being sick, there's no time to do anything. I never do my homework, or study, or go out, or talk to people. I just lie in bed and wait for tomorrow hoping it'll be better but of course, it never is. The few times is see F he makes me happy, but i go to school early and he works pretty late so it's not too often that i get to be happy, but the few minutes i do, i try not to take for granted.
One more month, one more month, one more month. Then i'll be outta school for a while and won't have that stressor. I'm actually skipping school as i speak because i was sick all day yesterday and did not wake up feeling too hot this morning.
If anyone knows a pretty good place to work where i get to sit down and not stand and run around a lot, let me know. I think that may be my only option besides puking all the time.